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Disease of My Mind

By RottingChrist

Topics: Poetry Source: AllPoetry Original source

What is this pain I feel? Gripping my mind so tight, Clawing it's way inide of me, Its soul black as night. What is this hell I feel? Growing through my body, Destroying my feelings inside, Depriving me to be somebody What is this misery I seek? To be alone with this plague, You are my only friend, You are the only one, the only way Why do I continue to live? I wish I could let myself go, Why won't you let me be? Why do I carry myself so low? Why do I bother to fight? There's no point to resist, I will let myself go, This misery will no longer persist. Why am I still alone? Blackness covers me everywhere, An eerie opening appears, There I can see Death's glare. I am finally taken away, Oblivious to this land My mind turned to nothing, My soul led by Death's hand. Written March 7th, 2002 © on Mar 07 2002 10:56 AM PST   0 • 1

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