Hell Inside

A dagger through my chest, These feelings I can't regress, You are deadening me, Black heart screams with grief. Rusted piercings in my mind, Opposed views will grind, My senses need to decay, I cry tears of acid rain. It is time to end, end this nightmare, Spare me the misery of it all, It is time to begin, the beginning of hell, Spare me the pain of it all. Razor blades slice my eyes, It's you i wish to despise, Inner voicings in my head, This dark flame must end. Curses of hell burn inside, My still broken image cannot hide, Your jagged grains of solace, Cut and bruise with lust. It is time to end, end this nightmare, Spare me the pain of it all, It is time to begin, the beginning of hell, Spare me the anquish of it all. Demons claw relentlessly at my spine, Your shadow slowly dissolves into mine, Drowning and gasping for air, My fears are magnified and flared. So now the pillard of death will arise, Alone in a bloodbath of lies, My last words to this wretched curse, No more lashings of anger will spurt. It is time to end, end this nightmare, Spare me the anquish of it all, It is time to begin, the beginning of hell, Spare me the agony of it all. It is time to end, end this nightmare, Spare me the torment of it all, The end has finally come, the end of this nightmare, I am spared of life's hatred. Written March 7th, 2002 © on Mar 07 2002 11:00 AM PST   0 • 1