RottingChrist

"How I wish I could bend the structure of time To be with you forever, To go back to the first day I met you. Everytime I am with you my heart beats Faster and faster. It's like an aura of unresistable..."

"I walk alone, this lonely path, Born without being asked, No one knows my true self... Wake up every morning, Not happy to be alive, I hide myself in the shadows, Until nightfall are open eyes. Thou..."

"I'm alone in the dark, No one to hear me cry, Cannot escape this reality, My life is just a lie. Dreams of fictional reality, Engulf me in a river of tears, Dreams of what cannot be, My future will n..."

"What is this pain inside of me, Stabbing at me over and over, No escape in this forsaken world, My life just grows slower and slower. Why does hate grip me so tight? Choking me, suffocating me, killi..."

"What is this pain I feel? Gripping my mind so tight, Clawing it's way inide of me, Its soul black as night. What is this hell I feel? Growing through my body, Destroying my feelings inside, Depriving..."

"This black fire burns inside of me, Engulfing my thoughts, I try to escape this torched soul, This broken black image. I see myself running through nothing, Afraid of the unknown, This pillard of fea..."

"A dagger through my chest, These feelings I can't regress, You are deadening me, Black heart screams with grief. Rusted piercings in my mind, Opposed views will grind, My senses need to decay, I cry ..."

"I can see your reflection off the ocean water, lit up by the pale moon in the Sky, I see myself but no reflection, what I see is silence, silence of myself And no one to open my eyes to see you. The..."

"The mirror reflects an escape from this image, There is no escape, just a reflection of lies, There is no truth, just a reflection in disguise, Help me out of this ruin, help me become released, Growi..."

"I am hopelessly, desperately in love With a beautiful girl that cannot know, She must not know for fear of rejection Of myself which will make my heart ache so. Sorrow seeps my veins and spreads thr..."

"I'm dying, But I can't die.. The shivers of cold run down my spine, Shattered from the deathly wind It pains me to look at myself. I did not ask for this, Fuck you and your creations, You laugh at my..."

"Shall I compare thee to an autumn's day? Beauty that runs so deep through the mountains, Rivers catch your beauty if I may say, Love so strong that my heart pours as fountains. The glowing sunset lig..."

"What can be said about hope? Hope doesn't keep a man alive, Hope keeps a man always wishing, Wishing for what cannot be. Hope makes a man realize something, It makes him realize a fantasy, A fantasy i..."

"We are bonded by our blood, If you bleed, then so shall I, And the blood that runs down my body Is so red like the burning passion I see it in your eyes. Your flesh against me is cold, Cold as a blac..."

"It is in my mind day and night, This eternal struggle I cannot fight, I wish that i could be released, Let my mind go to be at peace, Wish I could fall into this abyss, Ever growing darkness my one t..."

"I look up and see an icy waterfall frozen by my feelings, No more shall tears fall from this cold mountain up top, Life is still as the green fades to black, Bleak is all that I can see as I contempla..."

"Uncertain of this reality, The fire of death awaits its call, I look in the mirron And see blackness cover my eyes. This life is an illusion Made to confuse me, It's like a dark piercing wind, You ca..."

"My mind will collapse as they stare at me, Studying me with disapproving eyes, One by one they take their passings, Condemning me from within. I can't flee... I have no where to go. I must take their..."

"I've felt pain before, But nothing like piercing words From your callous mouth. Written March 8th, 2002 © on Mar 08 2002 09:47 AM PST   0 • 1"

"Looking up into the sky I see a light streak across, A comet to wish upon. As I close my eyes A tear falls down the darkness, I have only one wish tonight. Written March 9th, 2002 © on Mar 09 2002 0..."

"Truth be told in our dreams, Honesty can be seen in your desires, Fear touches me from afar, I linger on hope. The smooth embrace of your smile, The extravagant sparkle of your eyes, The brutal achin..."