Thoughtless Hopes
You whisper and I scream into a darkness filled with the echos of unnatural stories from a whispered truth. If I scream words otherwise unheard of I would be judged and I'm tired of the lies. If the angels don't sing quite the way they used to why do I feel that my life will be torn in 3?one for love...one for you...one for me? The floating embers filled with the clouds of my memories are inside my tears-they keep floating. You can find yourself an angel, but when you land, and your alone, you'll come back! And when my life stops living and your the only one standing will your pride allow you to love-or will i be left amongst the otherwise guilty mindframes I put myself in? The whole of myself completes the empty of you and you can't open your soul to stand beyond the unhealthy and be...free! The emptiness of your eyes somehow represents the yearning of my soul and I continue this journey through an unknown world and my heart keeps dragging behind me, and without the love that represents myself i can no longer live for the truths beyond the words. And if I think to much then let my thoughts carry me into oblivion because thats where I want to be, or maybe where I am, alone in a darkened room by myself, no thoughts, no feelings, no guilt. Written October 24th, 2001 © on Oct 24 2001 03:15 PM PST, Chauna 18 • 0 • 1
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"You whisper and I scream into a darkness filled with the echos of unnatural stories from a whispered truth. If I scream words otherwise unheard of I would be judged and I'm tired of the lies. If the angels don't sing quite the way they used to why do I feel that my life will be torn in 3?one for love...one for you...one for me? The floating embers filled with the clouds of my memories are inside my tears-they keep floating. You can find yourself an angel, but when you land, and your alone, you'll come back! And when my life stops living and your the only one standing will your pride allow you to love-or will i be left amongst the otherwise guilty mindframes I put myself in? The whole of myself completes the empty of you and you can't open your soul to stand beyond the unhealthy and be...free! The emptiness of your eyes somehow represents the yearning of my soul and I continue this journey through an unknown world and my heart keeps dragging behind me, and without the love that represents myself i can no longer live for the truths beyond the words. And if I think to much then let my thoughts carry me into oblivion because thats where I want to be, or maybe where I am, alone in a darkened room by myself, no thoughts, no feelings, no guilt...."