tarnishedheart

"It's like a dreamsomething wonderful that takes your breath awayto be with youis like being witha beautiful angeland i never want to wake upYou have opened my eyes to the worldtaken me places i nevere..."

"I found your wings today I saw them laying barren and soiled in a corner of my mind I had once forgotten. I followed the trail of feathers and I saw a lost soul placed helpless on the ground, ..."

"Clear your mind for a momenttell meare you capable of feelingloverespecthonestyhonestly?look at this little boya beautiful creationfrom Godis your mind still cleared?now thinkhow can a manwhat youclai..."

"I want it backI want back all of my words that made you feel like more of a man than you really were.I want all of my smiles.I take back all of the times i cried over you.I take back all of the lies i..."

"With everything I knew I gave the highest form of respect to a man, merely a man and kept screaming            be satisfied. With simply a word he could have taken every ounce of sanity I had left, ..."

"Our freedom has been threatened, our lives have been changed, our poor and innocent people have died, our Americans, our untouchables. We cry for people who had no reason to die so suddenly, but we ar..."

"You whisper and I scream into a darkness filled with the echos of unnatural stories from a whispered truth. If I scream words otherwise unheard of I would be judged and I'm tired of the lies. If the a..."

"We never said goodbye like we should have We didn't spend the time together like we could have Why didn't we laugh more because you're gone now gone fighting this war. A million miles away yet under ..."

"Tell me your sorry.Tell me you realize how stupid you've been while you were so absorbed in your make up fairy-tell world. Tell me how bad you feel for causing me to almost go over the edge of my sani..."

"Who is this visionI have inside my headthe one I fell in love withthe one I called my friend?I don't know you anymoremy vision blurred by the liesI swear i thought you were the onebut you just ignored..."

"Steal the laughter from my cloudy mind steal the love in this heart of mine take away the tears from my confused eyes take away this mouth that has caused all the lies. It doesn't matter... I come to..."

"Maybe you thought you had us Americans by coming over here and showing us how stupid you were by bombing us and thinking you'd get away with it, but i just saw thousands of people cram into one large ..."

"Our lives are filled with organized religion, video tapes, and music. We've learned to love to hate and hate to learn to love, we've been taught to ignore the bad and praise the good, hate the loved o..."

"Your insidesconstantly cryyou hideyour skin is your sheltera brave soldierinside the metalis hollowso lovedyetso lonelyearth angel.You rescue the drowningsometimesyou want to take their placemy love i..."

"I've learned not to listen to the words but the silence in between, sometimes containing every hope and dream, sometimes containing your deepest fears, whatever the situation, I've learned from you. I..."

"She held it up against her skin loving the way it felt. It seemed like her veins were calling to it, "cut me, set me free". For one instant it almost seemed like she was the only one in the world aliv..."

"You could travel a thousand miles, searching for your dreams, you could give up on the world, just don't give up on me. Because at the end of the road that you felt you've traveled alone, and at the e..."

"It's like the warm and cruel rays beating down on the heartless minds, absorbing every mindless thought and every child's dream. The rain is nothing but a bath for the surface leaving every reason fo..."

"The music notes i see dancing before my eyes are magnificent at the very same time when everything in my life when everything in my life is going excaclty the way i want it to and then all of the sudd..."

"Beautiful beautiful bird, fly away, fly into the unknown sky. Pretty bird, please don't look back, we all know it's came that time. Magnificent man who taught me how to love, don't turn back now, beau..."

"My beutiful angel, you were sent from above, God told you to turn my world around and fill it with love. You've brought sunshine and butterflies in an otherwise cloudy mind so why now when my loves t..."

"A confused father wonders why his teenage daughter doesn't love him anymore. She knows someone has taken her place and daddy's not the same. All he'll ever have left of her is an old grade school pict..."

"I'll be there when the rain stops falling, when the young and old go down to a few, I'll be there when the birds stop calling, I'll never give up on the miracle that is you. I'll be there when people..."

"If the sun stopped shining who would you run to would it be me? If you could pick one person to spend the rest of your life with who would it be? If you could truly love only one person would you love..."

"How can an agel make me cry, why can't he see the way I feel? He should see I'm falling into an endless oblivion for him. How can an angel not see forever, what it means to me? The warmth is my reaso..."

"You are my angel Without you my heart would no longer have the will to beat, without your smile, I'd no longer have the will to be. With your wings you will fly to heights otherwise unknown to man, ..."

"You can still go about your everyday life as if nothings changed, as if there is not a little boy just waiting to ask where his daddy is. You still smile, joke, laugh, but I guarentee, if it takes un..."

"I know that the man I depended on was no more than a twinkle of hope that I clung to. I know now you were nothing but a passing cloud that looked so beautiful at first, and then it started to rain,   ..."

"I dedicate my heart to you,as you mature, as you grow, know that I will always be there for you, I will be the love you need when you scrape your knee or when you first learn to crawl and you stumble,..."

"You sit there with the hatred in your heart while others still love you. You sit there you rich and greedy man while the poor ask you for money and you laugh in their face. you sit there old man wit..."

"You might as well have told me, spared me the heartache, the tears, the questions. You might as well have said you didn't want a relationship. You might as well have just took my heart from the begini..."

"Where is your heart? Does it still soer through the midnight sky does it float with the carelessness once so obvious? Is it still locked to the love so perfect or does the purple still have a hold on ..."

"I've learned that no matter how good of a freind you think you have, the better you get to know them, the less of a freind they become. I've learned that it takes a life changing experiance to brin..."

"Destiny, to love you was a journey through a road I never thought I'd travel, you made me a better person and helped me survive. That's why I guess right now I could cry, I could feel my lifes over, b..."

"In the begining you kept me under your wings, sheltered me from the harms of the world, told me if I believe I can do anything. You kept secrets from me as I tried to keep them from you, but in the e..."

"Please don't talk like that you told me you how you thought about killing yourself over and over again it struck me hard because you are my best freind You don't realize I can't see you die call me..."

"Every day that I look at you I'm reminded of my future, because I know now that's what you are. You taught me to listen to the beutiful music of love if only for chosen seconds at a time, but I've alw..."

"I am in misery when i am alone. I am in heaven when i hear my son laugh. I am in control of my thoughts. I am in hell when i cry. I am a mother, a child, a sister. I long for a sense of belonging. I n..."

"It came to me in a dream, you were there, more beautiful than anyone I've ever seen. You held me close and sang sweet love songs, I felt you and I would always belong. We danced and held each other cl..."

"Like a beautiful song that replays in your head all the good things in life somehow come to an end. We always focus on the good times we shared and it brings nothing but tears, sometimes forgetting we..."

"I so wanted to be loved by youto be held under the stars againto talk about nothingto feel whole againto be wrapped in thatsilent reverieto dream about floating with youthen wake upgrounded with youI ..."

"I I was to tell you I never stopped loving you would you break down would you promise to love me?   If I was to tell you I adore your bravery would you lay down your swords lay down your armor? If..."

"10 days before Christmas her momma laid in a hospital bed, she sat quietly beside her, gently rubbing her head. She said "Daddy, is momma in pain, is she hurting"?, he said "baby no, mommas heart is j..."

"This is not a poem, but i just wanted to say how thankful that i am for having found this website, before i came here i had no where to vent, i have been through so much in my life and i feel poetry i..."

"So now you want to know your purpose you want to see your final destination you want to see the faces of the shadows you want to wonder no more You want to see death. So now you want to see the an..."

"Have you ever laid awake at night wondering why you can't get me out of your head?(feel like me). Have you ever cried yourself to sleep because you wonder if I am okay?(feel like me) Have you ever loo..."

"Why in this timely hour do I feel ignored, do I feel as if you move so freely toward love that is so unfamiliar to you and I wait patiently for you darkened eyes to look upon mine as you do so many el..."

"I lay beside you in a room full of stars with memories of the past memories of our hearts. And I can't help but wondering where we would be today if our selfeshness had not gotton in loves way. I he..."

"This christmas there will be no laughter coming from the family who lost their own on that horrible September day. There will be so many questions from a little boy who can't understand why the angel..."

"I walk down these darkenes hallways filled with an emptiness so cold and desolate it frightens me. I hear the echos of laughter and the silence of whispers and with a single tear I know it's all gone..."

"How can it be raining again drops so full of the past dripping into the future drying on wilted leaves made of sworn secrets. Puddles made of tears and I walk through them and i melt again into who I ..."

"The day I started taking your words as gold is the day I messed up. I learned of your past and the things you've achieved and I could do nothng else but respect you. As time went by I started to ques..."

"Crosses burning children learning to hate others of differnt color Why do you hide i thought you had pride you wear your mask to hide the facts You have a sickness ask for forgivness we are Gods chi..."

"When you told me to follow my heart I listened with the utmost respect. In my life I've heard that line a thousand times and always thought it didn't make much sence, for the heart has many roads. So ..."

"You in your 3 piece suit thinking your better than everybody while they sit on the street with a little tin can and beg for whatever change they can get you know who they are but yet you go home ever..."

"I can't love another man because it wouldn't feel right, and when i look into everyone elses eyes i see nothing but emptiness but when i look into yours I see eternity and if that's how long it takes ..."

"It's been 4 years now and I am still in love with you, although I have forgotton sometimes, when I am with you I swear I imagine us growing old, seeing it, believing it, wanting it. You have been the..."

"~Written to the beat of purple rain~ I never meant for us to be together never meant to cause you all this pain I only wanted to be rid of all this madness only wanted to get out of all this purple..."

"I am miserable in my own head feelings of meaningless tears floating around inside my mind no one understands anymore well really they never did heads nodding yes we understand and inside my own eyes ..."

"This year I will love you, not because of what you can do for me,but for what we can do for eachother. This year I will remember to call my freinds back when they ask me to. This year I will start tea..."