Undying Love

My beutiful angel, you were sent from above, God told you to turn my world around and fill it with love. You've brought sunshine and butterflies in an otherwise cloudy mind so why now when my loves the strongest do you leave, I feel it's not time. I don't want to hold you back from your dreams, it's not my place to do that, and I know your going to tell me not to cry, but how else am I supposed to react? My angel is passing on his wings but I feel i'm not ready and I know I have to hold back my tears, I have to hold steady. It's my turn to comfort, it's my turn to stay calm, but what if I can't handle it, what if my advice is wrong? I'm afraid my clouds will come back and I won't know where to turn, i'm not strong enough to have wings, theres still so much I have to learn. I feel for you I believe like no one else does or ever will because you were able to take a mountain of problems and turn them into a hill. I feel like an eclipse is coming because the moon is covering my sun, it's covering up all the good times, all the happy memories, the fun. Why do I feel your leaving and your never coming back again, I feel like i'm losing my only true best freind. I've wanted you to show your wings for a long time, now that you are I don't know if I can handle it, I dopn't know if I can show mine. You say your job is to make sure other are okay, my job is to make you mine someday. I'll miss your smile, I'll miss your touch, I'll miss your talks, I'll miss you to much. There will be days when I feel i can't go on and when I need to talk to you, you'll be gone. I belive in miracles, I believein angels, most of all I believe in destiny, and it's all these things I belive will make you come back to me. Written November 6th, 2001 © on Nov 06 2001 01:28 PM PST, Chauna   18 • 0 • 1