tarnishedheart

"Maybe I was underwater it is harder to hear under there because the whole time you were making promises I obviously wasn't listening We were swimming within a school of fish that fought to be next to ..."

"Do you honestly think I wanted this to happen do you think I wanted my son to grow up and not know who is dad is well a better word for it should be sperm donor sure, you were there to watch him born ..."

"You know that you hold the love that could make me whole, you've had it from the begining, and I allow it. You hold the rainbows in my sky and the light in my darkness. You have the fire that melts my..."

"You always flew so close to me, me, as well as other, were honored to be your Friends. We all gave up our openness with others because we felt you were the one with all the answers. I don't know if yo..."

"I stand before this jury today not looking for forgivness, not looking for pity, I stand before you today looking for understanding. I ask you, how can someone truly convict a person of love, for that..."

"I am at a point in my life where my stars are just begining to have meaning and that deaf moon I cried to every night is actually staring to listen. If I lived my life dependant on your terms than I ..."

"We will find as we dance under his moon so bright that everything once of color will soon turn black and white. Under this same moon will will march for our rights we will dance for our freedom we w..."

"Where is my angel that I can fly next to that I can feel free with that I can love endlessly? Where is my mentor that will teach me life that will guide me that will listen? Where is my soul mate th..."

"I found myself thinking about you again. And every time I do it makes me sick because I seem to think about the good times and I hate you for that. I always focus on the front you put on the times yo..."

"I can't make you understand all this pain I have inside there aren't enough words to describe the toment To be thrown into a world never before seen and to be there alone is indescribely painful to ..."

"Okay, I thought that I should put all of this out there, for one reason because I have been coming here for awhile and another because I guess it will feel good to get it off my chest. I want to star..."

"I hope you are alone I hope you cry I hope you desire I hope you never fly Written January 20th, 2002 © on Jan 20 2002 01:38 PM PST, Chauna   18 • 0 • 1"

"Do not love me from your mind because then you will be forced to think Do not love me from your eyes then you will be forced to see Do not love me from your mouth then you will be forced to talk Do n..."

"It shouldn't be like this I should be happy now but my world is falling apart how much more can I give before you take all of me how much more can my heart take before you break it completly I need a..."

"In loves eyes we dance united flirting with the birds against a purple sky I loves eyes we are never alone and laughter becomes a nesessity for us In loves eyes our world is turned around by fates h..."

"I can still remember the first time I laid my eyes upon you I can remember the way that my soul felt a feeling so brand new. I rember the first time we talked inside my car for hours we explored or d..."

"okay this has needed to be said for a long time, I am kind of upset a little because it seems like my poems are not getting read, and I know alot of other people here feel the same way.. I feel like I..."

"Why is it that we all see things in our everyday lives that don't make much sence, things that are out of place, but it seems like we close our eyes to it. We all know about the whole presidential el..."

"When I am gone you will respect me when I remember where my priorities are and my sanity finds it's way home you will miss me When you are emotionally poor physically drained and mentally disturbed y..."

"I will dance with you in your purple rain and adore you until it all ends because nothing compares to you lets go crazy like it's 1999 and we can be the beautiful ones singing along with darling nikk..."

"It would help if I didn't dream about you every night, dream about you coming back to me and things just start right where they left off, you are best freind, have been ever since we were kids, and my..."

"All the time wasted on fighting, if I would have known you would not be here right now, if I would have known that I would miss you this much, it never would have happened, you were the angel. You lef..."

"These hands are to damp to shakey, to cold to many have passed through them for them to be safe to hold. These eyes are to weary to see the love in your eyes darkened by the past the pain in others l..."

"What are you fighting for? you are out there in the middle of this war right now with your life hanging on your shirt for everyone to see and steal from you. What am I crying for? It's been almost thr..."

"I saw that redness that enveloped you going down the street you were there right in front of me I saw the evil that you carry so well and yes, I did try to hide but as we turned you switched your lane..."

"I keep going to these websites, trying to find you over and over again, and they all have dead ends. Why do you have to have such a common name? I try to tell myself that line that I hear over and ove..."

"Catch me I keep falling down this tunnel lines with outsretched hands and every time I try to grab one they pull away is this depresion or am I suicidal and these are the images an almost dead person..."

"I thought I had it bad before I just found out my good freind has cancer, she only has a short while to live, this is the same person that I neglected to call in the last 5 months and all of the sudde..."

"Just when I think it's over just when I think that I'm done when I am ready to give up loose control You make me love you again. When I think that I have cried my last tear and sang my last love song..."

"When my clouds are falling I turn upward to the sky and scream as loud as I can "GIVE ME STRENTH" When I can't feel my words anymore the way that I used to before I said them and afterward I lay in a..."

"Okay first I would like to say that this is not really a poem, the dicussion board isn't working to add and I need to get this off of my chest. I don't know if anyone has heard about the woman who d..."

"Standing     Alone in some kind of sleeping circus where I pretend to be someone else And I wonder around           Stepping on voices whispering sounds that made my skin crawl   And I look up ..."

"Why should I let you determine me? should I let you be the reason that I cry and go to bed at night wondering if you will still be mine the next day. Why do you affect me? When you told me that you se..."

"You made me question my sanity you made me believe I was so much less than you and I could never be more than a simple person I believed you when you said that you loved me and would be there for me a..."

"I thought that you were the all-powerful healer and forgiver of everything. I thought that you were the father, the son, the everlasting. Help me understand then, why is it that I watch a woman suffe..."

"Is it that you excpect me to let you run the overflowing thoughts of abandonment that run through my head like the carelessness that runs through yours? Is it that I have been formed into this being t..."

"If nothing else, you are strong to me when that man put bruises on you, you held your composure for the sake of your family for the sake of your freinds you walked out your door every morning after an..."

"You are so inferior to the lesser species you surround yourself with aren't you?   Or Is that just what you think that because you don't wear pants and makeup and keep your hair long God will love yo..."