Engulfed

I see you with your head in your hands sitting outside wiping tears from your eyes. We had so much fun together we had so much time but no time for goodbyes. Like watching a movie, as you recall the good times and bad You stare out in silence, I don't think I've seen you so sad. Hey theres my mom and dad, my sisters and brother I see your grandma & grandpa your father and mother. Why are you sitting alone? I've only seen you cry twice. Oh I wish I could comfort you to at least feel you; would be nice. Oh I'm sorry sweetheart, I didn't ask for this but what happened was out of my control ignorance is bliss. Everyone looks so lost so tear stricken and heartbroken. But remember like I remember the words you once spoken. You said "Julie I love you and not even death can obliviate us. I will hold your hand even in heaven or in hell whatever we must". "You are my puzzle piece, my jelly bean,and my safe sleep. No matter what happens In my heart you I will keep". So now I made it to this place, unfortunatley you have to wait to come. But I am in your heart always, and will send my love no matter where I'm from.This one was thrown together pretty quick so it may be some what off track. Written December 18th, 2001 © on Dec 18 2001 01:03 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8