Self Destruction

"I see you with your head in your hands sitting outside wiping tears from your eyes. We had so much fun together we had so much time but no time for goodbyes. Like watching a movie, as you recall the..."

"Dear Baby, I have been dreaming about you for awhile now.  Me and your dad have been discussing your arrival but not yet this soon.  You have decided to join our family ahead of time and we our tick..."

"Definition of the person I want to be. When you first learn how to talk I want to be the person who understands that the word nummies means food.  Please God do not let me ever forget these precious ..."

"To the person I never knew, I can't find the words to explain how I feel. The heartache, the pain, the suffering and tears every day. Ashamed I was but I'm sorry now. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ..."

"I need something in my life that is solid and secure. Someplace that I can escape to. Where I can close out any worries and open up to more peaceful things. To where my heart is always happy, to wher..."

"In swelling muddy water I peek into what looks like my future. With a simple left turn I lost everything. Conversations seem to bore me. Reality is a joke. Blue fountains of hope run livid through m..."