JB rho

"lost in the world around me people rush in and out of my life sometimes not stopping even for a breath always looking for something following whatever leads them around in circles it seems..."

"Boil, Bubble, and Steam Goes the Espresso Machine Two Shots and some Cream Written August 14th, 1997 © on Dec 28 2001 10:33 AM PST   0 • 14"

"In retrospect The time was spent In such a manner As to present A picture in my mind Of future bent On some fabulous notion That maybe nature sent To calm the tides and fires which Seem to represent M..."

"The biggest frauds I see are not as big a fraud as me. And even though I try I always become a different guy. Regardless of the day I very rarely stay the way I was before. Isn't this an awful ..."

"Oh sex Oh sex Lick your quivering skin Salty water oh so sweet. Stick my fingers in Warm and safe it feels inside. Anticipate this sensual ride. Gently grab your full round breasts. Rub your nipple..."

"i think? A rash of affection infiltrates my skin bringing laughter and joy i think how am i to know it's been so long ago since this has happened. Frightened of the meaning anticipating with nervou..."

"The obvious is fleeting... Nothing people say is worth repeating. Rumor and speculation lead to fear... Don't listen, there is nothing left to hear. Written December 29th, 2001 © on Dec 29 2001 0..."

"Singing along to a song is the biggest kick. Going to the store for ice cream just to get a lick. Hiking along a trail Hey! Found a cool stick! What a great day Must be some kind of trick! Writ..."

"Listen to the serenity Do you hear? Quiet solitude and peace surround Not a sound can be distinguished In the din of silence. This is an amusing dream that Makes the waking world A disappointment. C..."

"To someone I just met. I'll not soon forget your eyes or smile. Not for a while at least. You've unleashed a sleeping beast. You captivated me that day. In your own quiet way, you made me lone..."

"i've lost all inspiration. there's nothing left to write about. everything in the world has been discovered or uncovered. there are millions of manuscripts written about everything anyone ca..."

"Whether it's money or power, It’s still the same old green monster. The one under the bed Or in the closet. The one you thought daddy killed A long time ago. As long as there is inequality, As long..."

"I wrote this funny little ditty in honor of bigmammajen I saw jen’s ass today Just clicked on a link And there it lay On white porcelain Come what may. Buns of Steel? I’d have to say Not afra..."

"longing for my muse constantly sending but receiving not time flows still undisrupted seeking comfort yet unfound struggling to be unobstructed relevance of past downcast and yet unyielding everyth..."

"it's so tempting i know i shouldn't but it's hard not too look at her she's not helping at all i need to keep control need to remember my promise i can't what the hell is she doing? ..."

"sitting alone time stops not for me people move on excluding those they do not see pounding head tough decisions invade the mind at times wishing I was dead others can be so unkind urge to..."

"The greatest game at least to me involves a blocking scheme and passing tree. Helmets, shoulder pads, coaches, and trainers the players aren't just entertainers. 49 men all with one goal to get to th..."

"There is no point to this whole boring routine. Go to work to make money... spend money...then go back to work. There's no challenge anymore. I strive to do what? Nothing! Make more money...bu..."

"The aroma of her hair The curve of her lips The sound of her laughter is… Infuriating , Frustrating, Exhilarating. How can anyone be so beautiful? It’s just not fair. The sound of her voice is..."

"I seek the truth. Why does it evade? run and hide truth for when I find you I'll use you. I seek love. Can it be real? keep coming in and out of my life for when I catch you love I'll hold on tight. ..."

"the screen and keyboard my mask i hide behind for a beast am i repulsive disgusting socially outcast and alone. yet behind this mask i can release what i have inside and some accept me for me. i con..."

"Her smoldering, deep, cavernous, inviting, wondrous, eyes reach out to me. Daring me to explore the beauty inside. “You should see me smile” She said Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan..."

"The Game I don't understand the game. I've been playing it my whole life but i still don't get it. As an outsider looking in, i would be confused. We piss each other off at every opportunity ..."

"reach out to me let me in don't think about the past just look within i can see your hidden light it shines so wonderfully warm and bright let it out share its gleam never hold it in let me hear y..."

"You lay there like an Angel sleeping Without care or humility Naked Unashamed Comfortable I will not Cannot take my eyes off Your glistening skin I trace your curves Lightly with Trembli..."

"Frightened here I sit and wait for any news of her fate. She holds a section of my heart. If she were to leave it would tear apart. Can’t bear the uselessness I feel. Please I pray for her to ..."

"Lumber through the day not knowing what’s coming even though life’s telling you that everything’s ok you know that you don’t feel that way something’s missing moment by moment but what i..."

"Burdened by life I cower Frightened of Chaos as it bands with Time to erode this soul Violence engulfs this mind this heart is bound by Hate’s chains unable to escape the Wall of Agony Alone…Hope ..."

"Again I'm off. Another trip to escape the reality of life even for just a few days. I reach for life tentatively... for I fear the outcome may not be what I desire. So I run at every oppo..."

"Everything feeds this Beast... Indiscretions, lies, greed. As it gains strength, I loose my will. Loneliness is it's staple. It becomes satiated with grief and bloated by jealousy as it ..."

"Pale light of a wintery desert ignites a periphery of flame around a weary soul. Surrounded, the traveling Soul grows cold with regret and anguish. Looking only for a comfortable place to rest, he..."

"Long lost love unattainable yet just within reach Clearly sings with a glorious voice urging and pleading to “Receive Me!” Take me away from this loneliness Oh how I long for your caress ..."

"Singular voice instills such splendor in Life capturing essence of warmth and comfort with every word. Tone and Pitch incite feelings of harmony Euphoria lingers for a time as wondrous prose escape..."

"Tell me what you want Let me know what makes you feel what makes your skin tingle What heats up your insides Treat me like an Ignorant man Command me use my Hands my Face my Lips and Ton..."

"Constant indecision riddles Mind and soul Creating layer of scar tissue That surrounds the heart Impenetrable to regular Emotional euphoria Only allowing pain to Break the threshold For pain ..."

"Respect for self rests Upon respect from others Keeping all insecure For no one wants To find a cure Responsible for me Only I can see The truth to all This dribble True respect earned Throu..."

"Stuck in groupthink forever believe what everyone does Not able to create own thoughts, beliefs based on others’ Lost if alone Questions of independence unthinkable, frightening keeping all ..."

"Love’s sweet odor wafts softly across their path White doves circle above songs linger slowly down Crystal blue waters glisten calmly Stone thrown by children at play produce only ripples Oblivious t..."

"Internal conflicts escalate Into all out war within Sending spies to investigate True nature Leaving base unprotected From attacking force Of will Recycled youth reaches For past years Fading into m..."

"I want to be someone’s Knight in Shining Armor I want to be the one she wishes for The one she brags about to her friends I long to hold someone in my arms For her to tell me that I make her feel s..."

"Obsidian hue lingers Time awaits all life Chaotic script relegates Single mind to feast On obvious oxymoron Ignorant, inane reaction Thrust into turbulence Reticent soul seeks Pure, undisturb..."

"Scent of a woman Beauty all encompassing Rosy image sings Written February 10th, 2002 © on Feb 10 2002 02:59 AM PST   10 • 0"

"Haunting gaze jumps at me from the screen I look away to prevent being hypnotized Her wondrous eyes lock onto my soul Leaving not a route, a passage for escape. Stare me down relentless, unyielding ..."

"your scent still lingers on the pillow bringing memories of desire lost in daydream of your curves in visions of our bodies joined ecstasy, harmony, euphoric waves cascade through us as we rele..."

"Grabbing desperately at straws, thoughts come in a trickle of shadows that melt if held too tight. Fiery pain blossoms then congeals into a speckled cluster of steaming syrupy liquid that su..."

"Brilliant azure sky gleams anew as sun rises fervently casting rays of light throughout Spring’s excited dream leisurely awakens rose blossoms eager for the day. Robins playfully hop from tre..."

"The day she was born Wonderful light shines on us Bask in her gloryHappy Birthday Jennifer! Thank you for sharing your soul with all of us, for it never ceases to inspire or amaze. Written February 2..."

"Kaleidoscope visions ignite sequence of light bursts through crystal prism allowing multitude of colors to cascade across Horizon’s accepting canvas perpetuating brush strokes of an artist ~~~**~~~..."

"Ravenous hunger takes control of senses yet determined by strength of will ensues raging lust for comfort for attention, for unbridled affection. A smile, a hug, a few kisses wondrous world awakens ..."

"Radiant moonbeams race through Dusk’s dull oranges and browns eager to touch Earth’s accepting skin to cool her down Midnight blue engulfs the senses as evening rolls into plain view Moon gently pus..."

"Secrets endear themselves to soul Unfathomable, shameful Hell here I come Urges take over will without conscience Using body to create fire Lost is the good heart Never to be found Overwhelmed by sic..."

"Your eyes embrace the heart Willingly accepting all faults That come with soul Disruption, determination, Desire overwhelms any wall That gets in your way Relentless is your touch That someho..."

"The female essence pushes me around. Never asking if I want to go that way. I succumb to its desires because I am weak. So weak that I don’t even have the will to fight. I am used and well, maybe even..."

"Angry at myself for being foolish enough to want someone I may not be able to have. Irritated with the fact that I always long to see your smile, hear your voice, touch your skin. Delirious with j..."