winter jazz

"Common lessons we must learn    One do not break    The eternal cocoon that we spin     Round our filtered-colored souls    With cotton candy and fluffy pink lies    Endowed with defensive system..."

"Do not flicker among the whims of night    Somehow it just takes away the sighs    Never mind the simple tears you shed    Once they dry up, they are lost in the air    So push the bated breath in..."

"Twenty years in existenceYet what have I learnt?Twenty revolutions around the sunYet what have I done?Twenty candles on the cakeYet what have I seen? Twenty summers have I sweatedYet what have I becom..."

"They are everywhere The yellow arrows Boldly printed on trains, stations, buildings Dictating you where to walk, what to follow In the name of efficiency and smoothness During the peak hours And we ..."

"Purge The internal bleeding Out of the window Before the shattered panes Coming crashing into your rainbow light world That doesn't exist. Don't look or open your eyes.... The darkness will blind you..."

"Distant dreams of a faraway landA land that seemed so far nowYet once upon a time the land is homeYet once upon a time it's all I knowStranded in a foreign landSupposedly answering a nation's callFigh..."

"Dancing for the certain idea the perfect incomplete idea of the blurry image of a life that was never owned by you The dissatisfaction grows on you Like a starfish on the reefs growing, multiplying m..."

"Screams of anguish Piercing through the dark Silent noises whispered loudly Shattering the soul The plea for peace The search for God The cry for help The loss of hope Will it never end? Will there be..."

"Freak meAnd let the entire world seeThe torn and tattered bloody soulMy bloodless bodyContainsNever has the world cried so silentlyThat my soul shattered with the batterings of accusationsHurt meGo ah..."

"It is like hellThat knows no boundIt seethes,Boils, burns and sizzlesUntil once it's overflowed,ExplodesLike a volcanic eruptionIn its full gloryReaching all outIn all directionsWith only destruction ..."

"The corridors are paved with goldBut why do I not see the glitters?It ought to be thereI felt the cold, sleek surfaceAs it drains my heat awayLike the law of Physics sayit would.Maybe I'm color blindW..."

"Something went wrong    My life goes weary    I seethe    The tide turns    Against my will    I boil    The world is wrong    I am right    My eyes turn red    It is dark    But I'm not ove..."

"Passing vehicles down the highwayEach heading its own destinationEach meeting its own destinyEver wonderCountless cars passing each otherStrangers from different beginningsWill they ever cross paths w..."

"Dreams of you ceaseMemories of you fadePanic and fear wells upAs I realized My image of you blurs.I cling on to your pictureAnd the very last scrapOf memories of you.I fear so much of losing themAfter..."

"When God give me a callI put him on holdJohnnie was on the other lineAnd Ginny was feeling lowThe world is moving forwardMy time is packed with goalsMaybe one day when I'm less busyI will answer the p..."

"My fellow brethren! Take the plastic cup Containing the red liquid Of artificial colorings Of artificial flavorings. Drink! it's the blood of Jesus. Written October 27th, 2001 © on Oct 27 2001 03:22 ..."

"A run in the night Felt the cool wind blow The world started spinning Spinning out of control I turn around And saw that the sea was dark People were fishing But blood was gushing From the sea, from ..."

"They seek your inner mindsLike mirrors of the soulThey reflect the distortionIn you.You cannot escapeAll these years you hide awaythe dying cobwebs that you thought were deadCame back to lifeAnd you f..."

"Am I lost? Perhaps I am Turning away from the four white walls Away from the flickering screen And my rigid body Cemented into the grey floor But my mind…. A flaw from the entire structure Of my soul...."