plumbgrl15

"I see you in my mind, a dim outline of what I've always known, I'm creating what I want and waiting to see what's shown. You move in and out of the light and I get glimpses now and then, I stay in con..."

"Come find me in the middle of my memories I'll be alone waiting there for you. All you'll have to do is walk through my invisible wall of all who've come before. I'll try to put up a fight but I'll fa..."

"Reach for me and I'll already be there, Tell me what you're thinking and I'll already know, Think of me and I'll bring a smile to your face, Wait for me and never know loneliness. I have so much I wa..."

"I came to see you the other day, Just to see how you have been. I was almost up to you when I caught the first glimpse Of the one who had replaced me. I was paralyzed and it all became so surreal, I..."

"Let go of trying to become who you are not. You shouldn't set your hopes too high. you'll find something more tangible. We all dream. These words they tore at her will to survive, All she wanted was t..."

"I wonder sometimes why we struggle at all; Why we put up a fight we know we're bound to lose. Those moments of happiness are inevitably smashed by regret, Broken by the ugliness of lies and selfishnes..."

"This life in the end shall be well worth the pain Of the heartache and tragedy that preceded the rain. The rain that did wash all my torment and fears, Away with the bitterness I'd gathered for years...."

"The lines of your body are foreign to these hands, yet I know each curve and fleck of color. The sensations you cause my body to feel Surge through me with such dizzying force. I want to take you and ..."

"I want you to let me in where no one else can go, let me see in your eyes where your deepest fears lie. Don't make a sound but to my soul speak volumes, don't move at all but fill me completely. Fill ..."

"Can I hide in this shell, Can anyone tell Where I dwell Or how I fell? Do you think they all see, Right through me Into who I might be As I crash to my knees. Can this heart just survive, Through th..."

"Can I wrap you in my thoughts and keep you there forever? Can I wrap you in my arms, and warm your heart with mine? Can I call your name so soft, and know you'll answer back, Can I touch your face so ..."

"You came upon this frail and broken girl Who didn't have a whole lot going for her. You came upon this scared and fragile heart That had been bruised and torn apart. You came upon the night she was sl..."

"Follow me into a place where we can just exist, No rules, no expectations, just to be, Where it's you and me Lovely and free. Take me by the hand and pull me in close, No games, no hesitations, just ..."

"You came in with the darkness And stole from me my light, You came while I was dreaming And I had no means to fight. You came in like a viper And slithered close to me, You came into my trust, And sto..."

"Face to face Longing replaced By lips I can taste. I gather you in taking my sin again and again. Melt into one My wall is undone I run and run. Into your arms No need for alarm enchanted by charms. F..."

"She was holding his hand the night he slipped away, And if you knew her at all you'd see the blame she carries. It was a quiet love that most would overlook, But to this girl it was life turning roun..."

"Stumbling blocks of condemnation Littering the path I try to follow. Stinging thoughts of negativity Flooding the mind I try to control. Raging emotions of irrationality Strangling the heart I have to..."

"I can't touch your face, I can't feel the warmth of your embrace, Your body's lines I can't trace, For we are distanced by space. I can't look into your eyes, I can't leave you a sweet surprise, I ca..."

"Wake me up next time You decide to break my world apart. Don't do it while I'm dreaming About the things you promised me. I'll never understand Why you had to hide away. I never came down on you When ..."

"Can what was Be again? Can I forget The lies? Can I forget Your goodbye? You tell me You're sorry. You tell me Try again. You tell me You've changed. My mind says Run away. My mind says Nothings cha..."

"Why is it that when you aren't ready Love tries to take hold. You've just made up your mind That being alone is fine, And WHAM, here it comes again. I'll never understand love this way Of knocking you..."

"Tinsle toppings Paper presents Warm well-wishers Love and Joy Peace and Hope New beginnings We who sinned Can live again For Christ is Born Written December 25th, 2001 © on Dec 24 2001 05:10 PM PST..."

"I listened to the CD today But I found you vacant of yourself. The songs were good, They said some things I'm just not sure it was from your heart. And maybe that's how you wanted it, Maybe you wante..."

"Make me a copy of your silhouette So I can stand you up and stare. And when you go just leave it there For I won't be done looking yet. And leave for me an envelope Sealed with love's embrace. Fill it..."

"I stood my ground the other night. You asked me to change And that just wasn't right. I layed it on the line, Just how things are with me now And you couldn't accept reality. It tore me apart To see t..."

"What is it that society wants of women? Are we to merely bring life to the world Then have no say to the way it is run? The battles were fought And the dues awarded through the years But still we are ..."

"Don't wake me up, I'm not done feeling you yet. Don't say it's day And that it must stay within these walls. Was last night such a hazy restless dream Or was that your heart beating as fast as mine? ..."

"Let me linger a little longer Here in the darkness of my sorrow. It's the place I know the best And I know I'll always be alone. Did I fool myself again Into thinking happiness hadn't eluded me? I gue..."

"Is it too much for you that I'm not who you think, That I left behind that girl you once knew? I saw that doubt in your eyes and your mind trying to digest All the times I had given in to the thought ..."

"When my feet dare to tread the path less traveled I do it not alone. When my heart is aching from the struggles I endure It knows a healing touch. When my soul is searching for what I do not know My e..."

"Did you see that man coming down the street My friends were laughing at Him. He left drops of blood all along the street as they marched Him away. As he passed my door, though He was obviously in much..."

"The thought of you fills me up Until I overflow. Wanting you to be my own Nearly drives me insane. I dream about the day When you'll look me in the eye And say you're all I've ever Wanted, Needed, or..."

"How can it be enough For me to say I'm sorry? How can it be enough For me to promise you things? How can it be enough For me to just give in? How can it be enough For me to try again? How can anything..."

"I wait for you in quiet cotemplation Of all the things I've ever thought you'd be. I wait for you with all the patience I can muster Screaming inside that you'll be revealed to me. I wait for you as I..."

"Can you tell how much I'm wanting you Can you sense just what I'm feeling. I want to feel your warm embrace Wrapped around me tight tonight. This feeling is pulsating deep inside This blushing I just ..."

"I'll crawl upon my bed tonight To escape the thoughts clinging to my soul. I want nothing but the calm That has eluded me for so long. But sleep merely delays the noise For with the light it wakes ag..."

"Can I hold you just a little bit longer, Can I hold you until my heart is stronger? Will you look away as the tears start to fall, Will you look away or will you crawl? I believed in you with everythi..."

"What is this feeling welling up inside of me, Growing deeper the more I try to break free. You're still here with me But maybe I'm too blind to see, That you've been letting go of we. If only I would..."

"Through silent prayers I convey my heart's desire In searching dreams I create our paradise In waking hours I wonder where you are In patient hope I know you'll soon find me Written January 11th, 2002..."

"Amidst these tear stained memoriesWaits a heart to be captured by theeClimb upon your valiant steedAnd carry me away in blissful harmony. Written January 11th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 09:39 AM PST   18..."

"To walk on this fragile sea of ice,Where one false step could plunge us to the depths,Is an art of both beauty and mystery.We cast our lines into a frozen worldIn hopes of landing just one vacant hear..."

"I look for you in fairy tales I look for you in dreams I look for you in misty rain I look for you in pale moonlight But I'll just keep looking in my heart For there you reside in me Written January 1..."

"And if the chance of love Came knocking at your heart Would you open up Or even know where to start Have you ever closed your eyes And wished a moment away Running away from lies That haunt you day by..."

"I must be Silent I must be Still I must not Worry I must not Care It's when I'm not looking You will be There Written January 22nd, 2002 © on Jan 22 2002 01:53 PM PST   0 • 12"

"The absence of you From my arms Cannot compare To the absence Of your heart From mine Written January 24th, 2002 © on Jan 24 2002 02:17 PM PST   0 • 1"

"If I could just be without having to be Anyone but me If I could just love without having to prove Anything but my heart If I could just be held without worrying When I will fall If I could just exist..."

"I can't be angry At myself At you I gave my chance up I gave my heart up Unto you You loved me I couldn't let go Into you I loved you then Even more now Holding on I'll never let go But have youEric,..."

"Can you see me I'm standing here Screaming Out loud In a crowd Surrounded by souls Too blind to see How alone I am Written January 31st, 2002 © on Jan 30 2002 03:29 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1"

"I'm sorry for the space Between Where you came to me And set me free And where I'm letting This world lead me It isn't where You want me to be So I find myself Here on my knees Allowing your love To..."

"When you come I will have been waiting here Silently creating you in my mind. I will hold no expectations I will only hold you Carefully in my arms. These arms will have been Vacant too long Longing ..."

"In a field Swaying softly side to side Is the openness of reality Simple with nothing to hide. Here in this place Of golden colors Drizzled by the haziness Of lazy summer days Is where I want my mind ..."

"There's a chill in the air As I gaze upon the stars Drinking in the beauty Wondering if you see them From where you are. I retreat into the warmth Of things known too well. Things that bring comfort A..."

"Tantalizing thoughts Are clinging to my mind As I sit here entertaining The thought of your breath Mingling with mine To feel the warmth of Your embrace Wrapping me in Love's addiction Softly caressi..."

"My soul is weeping tonight These rivers of tears Will never run dry I sit amidst my fanciful dreams Watching them rip open At the seams And I cry Written February 4th, 2002 © on Feb 04 2002 01:20 PM ..."

"In my words These feelings must remain Because I dare not show This bleeding heart It must stay hidden Amongst the shadows With all the past I've had to shuffle Into a little box Where no one can se..."

"Here I am My sweet release Here I am On my knees Here I am I'm crying out Here I am I'll scream and shout Here I am My hands in prayer Here I am With all my cares Here I am Please come to me Here I am..."

"Bringing a smile to this Woman's face really doesn't take much. Just a warm embrace, a touch on my face, Pour in a little love. This soul may be complex I may like to seem mysterious But this heart is..."

"The sound of your voice On the phone last night Was almost more than I could bear, To hear your tantalizing words And deep, breathless sighs But to know I can't be there. I could have gone on and on ..."

"Bless me I pray With strength to carry on With hope to see the dawn Love to mend this heart. You know I've been torn apart By choices I have made By promises that fade Wounds that ache and scream. Bl..."

"Touch of your hand Sweeping the hair off my face Taking me into dimensions Of another time and place, Silently speaking heart to heart Whispering promises of glittering dreams Unbroken hearts and mend..."