Dragonlady

"Have you ever seen forever? Have you ever run your fingers through its hair, Or heard it whisper softly in your ear? Have you ever held eternity in the palm of your hand? Have you ever looked deep in..."

"I’d never want to take back The time I had with you I never will forget about All the things that we went through We had a lot of good times We had a lot of bad When I think of all that happened It o..."

"The silence wraps me, Like a warm blanket. All alone, With room to collect my thoughts. The distance chills me, Like a cold, howling wind. All alone, With nothing to hold onto. The solitude comforts..."

"Writhed in pain Twisted in fear Hoping and praying The end is near Overwhelmed with thoughts Of blackness and night All that I need Seems out of my sight Wanting to give more Needing to receive Ob..."

"You give me a look That tells me you know The pulse of my love Is beginning to grow You give me a sign You show me you care You make me a promise To always be there You touch my face You watch me ..."

"Will the sun ever rise? Will the nighttime break? Will I grow an understanding, Of why my heart aches? Can I live until tomorrow? Can I see the break of day? Can I find the words to tell him, What I ..."

"The worst part is the feelings, The secret stuck inside. Think how much pain there would be, If she found out you lied. Squirming with curiosity, Wondering who you are. Wondering how you feel about m..."

"I can listen to you I can share all control I can look past your eyes Straight into your soul I can deal with the hard times And see them through I can listen And believe in you I can hold your hand ..."

"Take these shoes... Wear them down. Like you did my love, My soul, And my patience. Take them and use them. Like you did me, My money, And my mind. Take them and run. Like you did from me, Yourself,..."

"Every thing is different now. Something has really changed. I guess I don’t understand how everything got rearranged. And I don’t want to have to face it, But in my heart I know it’s true. That a less..."

"The feelings don’t change, Just the circumstances. Why do I keep getting myself hurt? Why do I keep taking chances? Maybe, I should just be alone. Not let anyone, Invade my safety zone. Keep my feel..."

"I’m sorry If I said something’s You didn’t want To hear I’m sorry If I told you Of the things I hope and fear I’m sorry If I had to Make you think That I’m not there I’m sorry If you think That ..."

"She smiles She cries She laughs She yells She dances She fights She feels content She feels alone She feels helpful She feels useless She feels beautiful She feels transparent She feels encouraged She..."

"These are my words Before I even reach you ~I am knocked down You have no idea what I think ~You think you do Never take the time to ask Is it just sex Or is it my company too Is there something abo..."

"I’m just not sure Where to start To explain the way That you flow through my heart You talked about her With such love in your voice I know you’d pick her If given the choice The tears sting my eyes..."

"Good intentions Clouded by what’s real Will you listen to me Will you understand how I feel One tries to understand Yet insults what’s inside She says what she thinks should be heard As she tramples ..."

"Hopeless, Like a puppy in the freezing, Pouring rain. Feeling rejected, Forgotten about, And unloved. Longing, For a glimmer of hope. No anticipation, Just dark, Cold, Empty needing. Pacing back and..."

"Help I need to get out Of this world So full of pain I feel so insignificant Born in the dark And just left there Not knowing the whole truth Left to wonder Help me What should I do Do you know Have y..."

"Too big to hold onto. Too proud to stay and fight. He didn’t know what to believe in. He didn’t know if it was right. Small enough to slip away. Weak enough to cry. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t..."

"When I remember, A tear stings my eye. Memories come,       Flowing, So fast. You were a part of me.     When you left, I died. I see a vision,       Of you. I remember. Written January 7th, 2..."

"For you… I would walk the world for you. I would swim the ocean and the sea, If I knew that it would keep you~                     With me. For you… I would sell my soul for you. I would steal the s..."

"Everybody be cautious, Everybody be aware. There’s a mean cold-hearted person, Roaming the streets out there. He cares about himself, That’s about it. He’ll hurt you really bad, He’ll give you lot’..."

"Walking where there is no ground Reaching soil and falling F A L L I N G T H R O ti U me G H Watching wi..."

"I love my precious little monster. You’re the only one that makes me smile. You comfort me, Give me strength, Numb my pain. Without you~ I have nothing. They tell me that I’m sick, That I have a probl..."

"Empty arms Hurt so bad They make you wonder About what you've never had Empty arms Crush your insides They make you uncover All the things you try to hide The world seems so big And you feel so ..."

"I’m so tired. Sooooo much pain. No strength. He said, “Things will be much worse, For awhile” You’ll need someone, To help you; Move, stand, walk, Really anything. But eventually, I will be better. A..."

"I’ve spent so much time, Trying to make things better. And I never took the time, To notice, How good things already are. Written January 22nd, 2002 © on Jan 22 2002 06:11 AM PST   0 • 10"

"In the moonlight I see it glistening Shadows fall all around It’s cold It’s damp Can it grow stronger Can it become ones self Transformation What could it be I want to hold it Become part of it Take i..."

"I Keep rowing. You Bail out. Was it getting Too deep For You?I don't know, it was just there. Written January 30th, 2002 © on Jan 29 2002 03:40 PM PST   10 • 0"

"Today I started Walking again. Not alone, Not without help, But walking. Not quickly, Not swiftly, Or even gracefully. But walking, None the less. I stood up, On my own two feet, And I moved forward...."

"Sing to me once more Please sing me Your beautiful song Let me walk with you Once more Please let me sing along I never really knew you But I knew you Oh so well Your words were always there for me..."

"It’s a crazy little itch Somewhere Deep inside A crazy little itch That says Forget about your pride A crazy little itch It only wants things Like before A crazy little itch It only wants A little..."

"Two dragons, Come together in the night. He walked into the room, Surrounded by his amazing glow. Walked right up to me. He held me, Like he had just rescued me from a storm. He continued to hold me, ..."

"They taught you how to smile. Drugs taught you how to cry. They taught you how to tell the truth. Drugs taught you how to lie. They showed you the sunshine. Drugs showed you the rain. They gave you ha..."

"Can’t tell the bottle From the floor Can’t tell the needle From the vein Can’t tell the powder From the burning in my head Can’t ever go back there Again Can’t tell forever From the pain in your eye..."

"When you were here Things weren’t as tough But as soon as you left Things got so rough The days went by so easy They almost went to fast Now things are so much harder And the good times are all past ..."

"It’s a question of rights That they ignore It’s something we can’t let go on anymore We have voices That no one will hear They just dismiss They say that we’re queer It doesn’t matter where We could ..."

"They took off the cast, And I got to see, The ugliness and nastiness, That has become me. I use to have these legs, That would turn most heads around. I’m sure now if you saw them, Your eyes would wa..."

"Today I got the “handicap” plates. A stickman on a wheel. And it suddenly became a reality, When before it seemed somewhat surreal. I don’t want to be labeled handicapped. You may wonder why. Because..."

"You might break our buildings. And you might break our hearts. But… You will never break our spirit. And you will never break our souls.Some days ot hits me harder then others. Today is one of thos..."

"Sometime I see you, In the corners of my mind. You’re in places deep inside of me, That no one else can seem to find. I understand you had to leave, To stay for me was not a choice. So I cry out to t..."

"To leave the past behind. To take the final step. To walk away forever. To not look back. To forgive myself. To REALLY move on. To try again. To feel good inside. To learn from the bad things. To reme..."

"I walk through her gardens, When the sun will not shine. Her words always cheer me, She’s a good friend of mine. Her cyber arms hug me, When I have a bad day. She comforts and encourages me. She make..."

"Don’t get close. Don’t open your heart. Don’t let them in. Keep them far apart. They'll hurt you, They'll mock you, They'll make you cry. They'll back stab, They'll use you, And they will tell you l..."

"Why are there so many songs about rainbows And what's on the other side? Rainbows are visions, but only illusions, And rainbows have nothing to hide. So we've been told and some choose to believe it I..."

"Life is a rocky slope. Rough and ragged. It’s rocks jagged and mean. People climb, So hard. It tries to keep them down. Nasty and cruel, To those who fall. At the top, So beautiful, And worth it. Wri..."

"I watched you leave… Walk away… From me… From us… From our future. You left… Like you always do… When something Is BIGGER then you. When you have no control. You gave me everything… But a fight… Respe..."

"I long for… My own family ~ Rust colored carpeting ~ Metallic wallpaper * Ceramics class * Christmas and Easter morning Thanksgiving dinner ~ Tucking someone into Strawberry Shortcake sheets~ Deviled..."

"Am I mad at you? Of course I’m not mad, What ever gave you that idea? Just because I’m sitting here pushing pins into a wax doll with a lock of your hair in it? Just because I burned the panties you ..."

"Go ahead and take me, Do with me what you dare. Go ahead and hold me close, Run your fingers through my hair. Go ahead and tell me, All the things I want to hear. Go ahead and say kind words, Of a l..."

"He asked me to marry him, What else could I say? My whole life I’ve dreamed, Of my wedding day. I would be wearing a beautiful grown. I walk barefoot to him, through the grass. And in front of our fr..."

"Grab the mirror and razor, Chop up another line. Suppress the pain and memories, Proceed with your decline. Wipe up whatever is leftover, Apply finger to gums. Push away what is real, Because you’re ..."

"You irritate me, With your negative vibes And your holier then thou attitude. You should do all of us – Worthless people a favor… GO AWAY!!!!! Dig a hole, And curl up in it, DISAPEAR!!!! You have not..."

"This is a ani defranco song, that just will not leave my head.  I love it, and can realate to it, too well.  Hope you enjoy it as well `````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````..."

"I believed in you, For so long. You made it so easy. You offered me things, That I thought were real. For years, Whether you were here or not, I had such good thoughts of you. You gave me things...  ..."