StaryEyed1

"take a deep breath then slowly breathe it all out look down into the unending fog below it beckons you to take the plunge blink not once... but twice what you see isn't all that's there one... i..."

"It’s a dark void, this cold world around us It’s a black cape glittered with stars, that darkens the moonlight But it covers us, tangled together as if blanketed in dreams Nothing else matters, so wha..."

"she looks at he glances away when he looks at she then we'll play this game over while i run into a cold shower and you and i will walk to the harbor to remenise about the dreams we borrowed how we co..."

"goodbye ms. bradshaw it seems we've found you rather lacking as of late that waist has become too big and your hair wont ever stay straight i'm sorry you'll never fit the description of all you once w..."

"chanting out in cheerful voices the children carrying our burdens on their backs as they run into the fire perhaps they know their mission better than we perhaps we should know better than children wh..."

"when you looked again you thought there was something new it's got to be something different hidden in the texture speckled over in flashy color crouching slyly in the shadows but what you see is some..."

"fleeting footsteps fade into the silence but the phantom touches remain to taunt my wild glances and racing heart left to the mercy of flickering lights while my inner senses scream their silent alarm..."

"watch yon devil listen for the dangers of the night you could find yourself caught hypnotized by the dewy eyes inviting you to their hidden lair it could be the sin the final one you find your grave..."

"the cuts run deep, even the scars couldn't hide, the open wounds beneath the surface why do you let it get you? how could they make you cry? tonight you hack away at the skin, desperately trying to ..."

"traveling through sandstorms her mind's been wandering again... blissful thoughts of him memories laced with sugar cracking a giddy grin eyes shut arms reaching waiting for the warmth of an invisible ..."

"left in a heap thrown in a corner to be brought out again for later use its just life that kicks you down sometimes when all you want is to stand back up learning lessons the hard way its the only way..."

"beautiful intricate rose when crushed leaves silky petals to float to the ground sweet scents bring memories of slow grins and warm companionship those watching with brilliant smiles lay down to rest ..."

"windows surrounding me just like the song i sit in my tower and spin in my chair through my telescope i see you! happy grin sorrowing frown my heart soars when you soar frowns when you frown do you se..."

"silently protesting he wisks her away with questionable intentions to a place of secrecy deep within her being calling forth primeval emotions spiraling her into the void of her universe stars of conc..."

"last night i dreamed my head was split in two just couldn't believe it felt so real watching myself fall out all the things i'd held so dear kept hidden inside the flesh exposed to the world and the p..."

"if touch could only truely convey the passion of the moment, and lust could only satisfy our unspoken needs, where would we be now? oh, we'd be in a sinner's heaven, just hide ourselves away and conti..."

"just one last pill just another drink thats all he craves to have just one last long night given up to pleasure never to be given up the addiction invoked inside addicts him to more and more cravings..."

"scalding hot pokers pointing inward deeply burning in self torture totally invisible to the outside spectator i can't stop it won't stop its not fucking stopping disgust and rage at my actions my feel..."

"this darkness that becomes me seeps in through the rips in the seems of the rags that are my only protection the last line of defense for the moonlight i cling to dearly against the mischievious twink..."

"here inside the child lies scribbling with the rainbow on the walls of her box to pass the time outside the world screams by and her older twin cries wishing for the times when she lived inside in the..."

"these are the times of loneliness just the type of moments when human desires cry hungrily aching to fill the emptiness licking your lips with the need quietly you hunt the city's forests the want bec..."

"how much longer can my patience last? you've taken so long with your answer that i seem to have forgotten the question. i don't know why i keep waiting. wishing for some change in affection doesn't se..."

"it will leave you forlorn and hopeless when a realization hits that you try to coax the impossible dream from a grain of sand flowers bloom from seeds grains of sand can only fuel sandstorms such is y..."

"what life have I drawn myself into drowning forever in eyes that know me far better than I know myself falling and floating all at once light as a feather light as his carress what madness is this th..."

"lazy boy sundays she never seems to notice there's something missing it's like a lark in a tree only its not singing you'll want to quell the internal storm i suppose maybe douse some rage along with ..."

"in the middle of the crowd still feeling all alone cry the bloody pain scream the pulsating cry squeeze the eyes shut shake your head side to side move amongst the madness pretend you belong knowing a..."

"and from the storm only turbulence rulesby the eve of the next moonI'll have surrendered my willto the eyes and the lips and the handsthat are not my own Written January 12th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 0..."

"all i've done all my life is continue in a perverse downward spiral. deserving nothing more because that is how i've felt. once on the dusty roads of my travels, i came upon another lonely traveler..."

"what's the difference between this moment and the next in the time between galaxies wherein this life would never matter and what is the purpose how would i try to change could it be so wrong to store..."

"i've never felt a moment so gracefully nor held a hand so long seeing the sky so blue as if smiling upon my good fortune to be twirling in your clasped arms blurring my life to this one moment of pure..."

"i've moved on but his face still remains let go yet the memories still return to taunt sometimes i can't distinguish between feelings remembered or present, which is which? i cared once but he has for..."

"its a frightened heart that can't see beyond the fear to meet the eyes that hold it dear its a cold heart that purposely walks away when those eyes shed their tears its a kind heart that will alwa..."

"well i've been trying again strange you say i gave up so long ago but its started over now been needing to leave these old thoughts behind just keep glancing down at the hole in my chest ol' heart's s..."

"i see you walking along and i turn the other way time hasn't killed the hurt it's only dulled the pain i sat there and cried then locked it all away choosing a fancy mask i grinned and walked on but t..."

"I am the eyes of the reflection and all the world is a movie from behind the glass I see the corner she hides her tears from the tears she drops I reflect the grimace of pain in my world I am many and..."

"here i stand filled with horror at the unspeakable things i stood ready to commit all for you i shake my head at all the anger that raged through threating to take control grown from a lie you had m..."

"you've said you care and left me wondering if its really true cause your back is turned always too soon to catch my tears breaking through this stoic facade tearing me up inside though you promised no..."

"in glory of the sun's passage rays of brilliant rainbows shine in their final glory the warm evening air feels cool in comparison with my skin my core colors my aura with the red of my hot restlessnes..."

"broken innocence fallen dreams the shock and the pain just overwhelm im broken never to be the same strength is ever waning don't take me over don't take me away destroying the fragility all thats lef..."

"Responsibility links us together Eternally blood tied As mother and daughter Still wanting you to care When I've shoved you away Maybe just to try Don't give up on me! Tears flood our coexistence Your..."

"she couldn't count the lucky stars they were blurry to her eyes she couldn't take a breath for fear the moment would disappear she couldn't look away from the gaze that draws her near she couldn't for..."

"smooth, silky, velvety cream colored dress tantalizing me devilishly from your shelf oh how i covet you in a hurried rush racing towards the dressing room this is what you cause me to do disappointmen..."

"i gave up something so that i might gain selfish it seems was it really worth losing? i know i had been falling apart at the seams but for all my instincts who knew what the future had held the silenc..."

"Challenge Description: Write about being trapped in a small, dark enclosed space. I want to feel the desperation and fear! Weather you write about a physical confinement or a mental one is up to you. ..."

"Challenge Description: Write an internal monologue about a major life decision/conflict. No thematic guidelines. (20 points) --------------------------------------------------------------------------..."

"would it be more practical to retreat within or pour forth chaotic screams? though neither seems to be a pleasant choice in this ever growing emptiness expanding from within the outside world would be..."

"in the wars between light and dark darkness under the name of desire always claims the night twisting light from heavenly stars into peeping pinpoints on hidden acts as i [the dark] stalk towards..."

"mister stary eyed stranger tears of shimmering, gleams of light so far away from my grasp why cant i reach out to touch you through the tv screen my beautiful miserable dreamer still running away yet ..."