Neurosine

"Shedding the skins I worked hard to believe, now their existence is baggage to me. Emphatic with morals, riddled with lies, luckily this time, I got out with my life. Nothing in this place deserves my..."

"Your synapses composed, in just such a fashion, you're always ready for electronic action. Diodes exposed and transistors of passion. Your all positronic, and you want satisfaction. You're pulsing lik..."

"Open doors, dust flows down alien halls, beautiful webs, coalesced on grey walls. How do I wipe them away? I'm insane in many subtle ways, and stable, and imbued with wisdom, I could impart it to you ..."

"Indefatigable notions, never ending whys,  transitions effect us before we were born,  and as we all have to die.  Wonder why.  All over again.  In a place without beginning or end,  can we ever be it..."

"Sledding out to sea, my ego and me, can't leave sadness alone. I must respond, correspond, and ask why? Why does it seem I have died? Why does it feel like a lie, why didn't you, why didn't you try? I..."

"Untidy emotions, impulsive reactions, nearing that final impertinent distraction. Something left sleeping lies latent, dread it should leave my mind vacent, souless and guiless, bereft of derision. ..."

"Values;carrots we tread towards fruitlessly, perceptions, our childish distraction, life, a secret inexpressible, untold motion unrepeating. Conditioned, controlled, imbued with notions, pavlovian ro..."

"Their platen won't press me, I won't feign surprise, or smile as fake adoration, pleads to me from desperate eyes. . I won't cut my hair 'till I want to, I won't wear a fucking bad tie. Keep alludin..."

"Pathways of interaction, interfacing energies, internally touching reality, shaping, being shaped. An organism far reaching as the universe, eternally changing actualities face, shaping, being shaped...."

"A great pantheistic architect, or just dumb energy, interested in the politics of Rome, or dancing in holistic glee, three breasts, four arms, or two eyes, positive and passive energy, god can be any..."

"God opened his retinal sensor. The servos clicked, the small, powerful motors shown through the dust as whirring platinum blades began to cut away the tomb. Old, yet viscous oil warmed and began to fl..."

"Your eyes were a glimmering passage, you were certainly that illusive 'she,'my dream girl, restoring,my shattered love of my flawed sense of humanity.I had no doubt that you and me,would live and die ..."

"The cataclysmic consequences, Soul's in need of a rest, Shed of all precepts, A receipt of death. The world has no conscience, nothing is pure, So slam your head into the asphalt, So slam your head i..."

"All synchronized, purely evident,We must see when we peel through ourselves.Nothing left but pure synchronized…Energy in vibrating intricacy.Nothing but passing lies.Yet another, another surprise.All ..."

"You've got a problem with my dress,You seem to savor your sour distress,But I’m hip; you're ashamed of yourself,your health and mind becoming a mess,I’m sure you were once very appealing and beautiful..."

"Light to dark obfuscates all with disguise. Configurations that will blow your mind. Neanderthals or stalagtites aren't so blind, that they are not in the moment... completely. We fall a second behi..."

"Cells burst freely without wimper or whine, while I become a bloody beast, waiting to release my mind. Fear wilts into bleak desparation, subtle and unkind. I would like to sink into some hot tub, wit..."

"I imagine you uncaring, unfeeling, devising, despising, demeaning, inconsiderate, selfish, and vain. So suspiciously simple to villify, to find oneself victim to anothers disguise. Cheapening profound..."

"I love to say fucking, it gives me an edge, it makes my point sharper, echoes in my head, a plethora of connotations, worldwide affiliations, few of them worthy of dread. I demonstrate my defiance to ..."

"A beautiful poem, her skin speaks to me, I could sing my life long, the pleasure and pain, if only my voice were the wind in the trees, the night were ever-long, and people were less mean. Sad and sil..."

"screechscreechscreech beeong beeong... I wait, I sing, the modem song, I wonder why it feels so wrong, for narrowband to take so long, I feel the pain, I hit the bong, screechscreechscreech beeong bee..."

"The model now melts, skeletons unglued, sputtering laws in disjointed divisions, to explain inexplicable stew. In contrast my tranquil emotions and rythms, sing a synchronous symmetrical tune, transen..."

"I sit, trailer trash, the comfort of predetermined failure. Fuck I don't have to try, God I've failed. But Jesus still loves me. I'll have a beer in his name. He'll love me just the same. What I'd do ..."

"Like a chocolate valium, a vivid jacuzzi dream, I thought about existentialism, crushed it into sad pieces. While it went through me. I cloistered around pointless death. I sensed a pointless lie. Sti..."

"A notion can eat your heart out, a notion can bend your brain, a notion can place you a few steps ahead, or knock you a whole world away. Reasoning leads us to tautological conclusions. Complications ..."

"Chase all your dreams, chase them away. Fuck 'em: You'll be rich someday, then you'll have your say. Enlightenment sits on your shoulder, complain and it will stay; kiss it, and it will show you love..."

"I opened my third eye, I drowned in its tears, it told me great sorrows, the truth about fear. It knows everything, I couldn't divine, from my chicken bone papers, and my coffee ground mind. Written J..."

"I knew I had fallen, how fast the descent takes place, passing memories and conjectures, a thing, person, place, nouns are really useless here. Falling one hundred million miles an hour or so, right a..."

"Intertwined with the infinite, askew trying to see past the crack in the lens. Gone away is that piece of me, left with only the rythem and rhyme of one or another abstraction. Just anticipating the n..."

"Critical mass and elegant pain, I can not believe I let it touch me again. Uncertainty, for certain, will sprout from itself, until the truth begins, to flow from our mouths. Those within, those witho..."

"The working mind seeks perplexities its previous analogies betray, it worries, then hurries to think some new way. The enlightened mind refuses to trade a new lesson for the ease of the pre-trodden wa..."

"Welcome to the digital revolution, of the government, digitally dusted, they'll of course take our voices away. You snoop, and sniff, for exploring, you're busted, better watch what you say. Big broth..."

"Indebted to nothingness, for every bit of my laughter. I sip at the pool of understanding. Nerd extraordinaire. And I pretend I have no cares. And everything is no where. A nihilist in denial. Nothin..."

"I sheath my nerves tightly, coat every fear in action, then spite the failure with laughter. When it's time to fall, we don't feel the same about things, when we're all about losing it all, we never s..."

"Infinite Daze,in the ceaselsss emotions, We justify the paths we walk, Close the doors, listen to pre-fabricated peace, Deeply wanting the sweet surcease, to die, to die, something more than high, t..."

"Blue trades with gray, the images cease to rearrange, this sneaking cage invades, real only by pain. The hills lose their soul, the trees brake away, making room for the boxes, where the weak people ..."

"Laying Down in infinity, Never still, Always coping with something, Like another toy to tether me down in my mind, I’m only just floating away. Sleep is the promise of death, Death a blessing, Fear a..."

"I thought I understood you, I only knew your name, unaccustomed to deception, I loved you when you came, and I love you even though you've gone so far away. Why do I burden myself with this pointless ..."

"I chisled at bones, too awakened to see, the sculptures of yin-yangs, they were soon to be. I coughed up some poison, spat out some hate, forgot to act human, ...remembered too late. I sat on the corn..."

"My best friend was a poet, my best friend didn't know it, he hoped he wouldn't blow it, lose the moment. His eyes were tired from being alone, He wandered around, became lost to his home. True north h..."

"An aspiration to avoid all the pain. We do so much in vein. Everything as you know it is illusion. You alleviate alot of confusion, if you just experience indiscriminately. Faith is a face without re..."

"I stand on the fence, can't fall off the damned thing. My laughter and tears, like electricity out of phase, the power is there, cancelling itself out, one driving emotion almost wins for a moment, th..."

"Light a candle, lick my wounds, you know that I've been dying too. You lie to me, and I'm your fool , why do I waste my time on you? Fairly wasted, every hue, drains of color, drains of you. I miss yo..."

"All queries, Reduced to metaphore, Living in the blasphemy of it’s own lips, The metaphore will surely die. No Reprise for the true metaphore, For it cries that it doesn’t exist And it cries....and it..."

"I open my mouth shut, staring when you're not, my conscience a gauzy sheet, you're everything I‘m not. I’ve betrayed the voice of reason, planting its seeds like benevolent disease, suggesting that ev..."

"I sit and I reiterate, Go through all these feelings, My mind can't control my heart, All these voices, So foreign to my mind, But then, So often, It all falls apart. When I must just live life. My mi..."

"The astringent didn't completely keep me from licking the wound, I think it may go deeper. The contingencies I took didn't quite keep me from peeling, away all the layers. I can still clearly see all ..."

"I slip away, thoughts evade me, I wonder why they made me, but then they didn't know that what they do, would matter anyway. I slam and I wither, these energies slither, into the monochrome. Inarticul..."

"So we said hello, then we said goodbye, in the same breath, it makes me just want to cry. I'll never know you anymore. That's just the score, and I can't know, what it's for. It's just goodbye..."

"You can not kill a memory, you can not live a lie, all you can do, is wander around, like everyone else, asking why. We can't see the whole picture, we can't pierce the disguise, all we can do, is blu..."

"I'm a retard, in a phase. Seeing mosaic, through a multi-hued haze. My soul also retarded. I know just where, it started. With quivering lips, I stand on the edge. 35 Miles Per Hour...skateboarding. R..."

"If the stiff lactic acid filled chi barriers, would let my energies flow... I could search for something greater... become and admonish all doubts and all fears. In a moment...just long enough to tear..."

"Agog, afloat in silent space, no matter, disorientation. Gone is the window, all we can do... is hope instability, will suck us into vaccuum, however tenuous, into...some sort of shape. We comfort our..."

"Infectious, delicious, deteriorate. Surreptitious, enlighten, ameliorate. Disdain, despair, belittle, berate. myself leaving me in this state. What a fucker I am to decieve me, what an idiot to even b..."

"Letting go of your paranoid schitzophrenia, your dark manic depression, the way that you see, everyone, even me, as your enemy. You're a fucking wreck, an emotion in check, waiting for the passing lie..."

"There’s plenty of room for every one, DONT PUSH, I say and I say. I try to mail myself, the letter just expresses every thought the wrong way... That’s okay... I know....I know..., what’s happening wi..."

"A sense of reality's not always what it's cracked up to be. It loses the race to the sensation of realization, When we feel what till now only seemed. Notions turn into emotions, The world breaths, al..."

"We’re a continuous body of energy, no empty spaces.. All our chasms imagined, we design complicated definitions... express quite untenable,  incomplete propositions, trying to envelop this vast expans..."

"There are three paths always available to us. One leads to the world people often think they want and succumb to. It is the realm of dreams, and only inadvertently effected by reality. The second is ..."

"An ironic gift, humility, it shows us where we must stop pretending, if we want knowledge, by allowing us to accept that we're faulty and wrong about some things, about everything, but we're trying to..."