shadows of saturn

"You sit, starenever taking a standdrop coin into well, its gonewishing does not get you anything anymoreYour a liera sinner ; no saviora maddened playerin a two faced gameBut you hide from the lightBe..."

"relenting parchment black bruised beautiful mind melting corrupt crusade exposed from typical ciggy butt luteous trust stronger solemn lone killer ready to behead the rulers of forgotten legacies Writ..."

"feel-good bumble bee   frightens star crossed child   sacred sweet gumdrops   tragically empty-faced phantoms   hands key   reaches out forever   sweet gumdrops....   fall into unforgivable water   li..."

"cold blood spilled   out of spite and hate   falling horror of metal and cement   raining from the heavens   of something ungod like   grim frightening millions of stories   repeating as death settles..."

"Tease the liquid jungle   heavy factor pressing encroachment   suffocating while vines thicken   reality apparently thickest   Although delicious trepidation   The face just buzzes   Wings press..."

"Yellowed butterfly wing   heavenward direction downward   leaves witness only instinct   change going down   shedding scaly skin   came unanimous windless warm   silent rain world   Conflicting..."

"Gaping found forgeries   silent streaked pasty inclinations   painted prerequisite signature   aphsalt cries   cracked fishbowl   remembers windows searching   passing remains   months e..."

"idle midnight stillness   would screamed none   silence shattered   thousand languages sea   speak cobra songs tepid   sharp pain   wordless fears-   images haunting   safe refuge disturbed   by ghost..."

"Forbidden secrets told   Liars, friends, reminense among   lime-lit shadows   sleepless rustlings   hushed whispers   enemies conquered   killed with our   happiness   Flashes of embarrassment   red c..."

"why do angels cry   as their souls die ?   all because you asked why   Why accidental miracle   cannot, was not, meant to be loved   child lost to the sand   from ashes to ashes   blotched ink meant t..."

"gazing into universe   billions of points of cascading light   from dead stars   unable to touch   dreams slip   lets just fly away   from this doomed world   and stare at the fiery remains,   and be ..."

"careless undressing dark   crescent breath   secrets circle discreetly   touches paleness   awful cold water   drowned light   dark smiles and laughs Written September 15th, 2001 © on Sep 15 2001 01:..."

"happy yesturday's memories fading   but today hopelessness drowning   internal magic found   sadness of life grey   blurring lines as tears don't come   sticky drops of bliss   transform drab life int..."

"Lightning shoots a million sparks   from it's home in the heavens,   lighting the way for a lone traveler   He too yearns for the lightning's   speed, strength,   and destruction.   the lightning answ..."

"Half remembered song   teardrops aging never   dolphin's fate hazy   darkening shrouds memories   nothingness ghosts praying   siren's cries echoing   the c cloud's songs somber   Somewhere deepening ..."

"stars from forsaken universe   where the unicorn   stares at the Earth   never tears break surface   instead fall and shatter   soul flung beneath core   memories are mists   stored in breakable bottl..."

"slumber moon Brilliant   shining energy nothings   mood only darkness   sleep night Waking   from silky pure depths   Tomorrow engulf absence   blanket light tonight   calm sleep smothering   dull sta..."

"shackles threatening freedom   unrequited liberation forfeits   sighs of lost   obbituaries fluttering-   like a dream   altogether meaningless   even if the faces are wet with   her sodden tea..."

"Why does the past haunt me?   Where here I devout to change it, mask it,   where past left me behind.   Mind plays endless games   I am amused they do not drown themselves   Images altogether dre..."

"distressed fortelling Cast   above lonely heaven   merely the fourth child   messenger of all   created angel creature   will bring the fall   vengeful below   only dead admist whose visions   how can..."

"Which road do I take?   The unreliable   or the believable?   Do I believe the liars   should I lie to find the truth   to unbury what they hid   even if it means my own end   Do I find what they took..."

"Why do you hide Like the moon, your so rash keeping anyone from noticing you and throwing you out with the trash I don't want to be Miss. Clingy but your getting kinda shady why are you fading? Becaus..."

"a motherless childsits by the edgeof the forgotten bridgewaitingshe is sadher heart a dark blue poisoned by being truly aloneshe is to meet her fatherBut she never willthe night is full of whispersstr..."

"Sitting outside one daywishing I could go back againand not care about how the cards layI just wanted something fundon't know how we fellso now the birds are goneare they dead?so I burned acid into yo..."

"inflections perceived   slept without eyes   thought you were trustable   your wounded face   then your terrible voice-   as down in the dirt you hold your wounded side   'Let me see your dreams-'   S..."

"perfect isn't good enough for you   anymore   just sit and wait   as the glass splinters change colors   gold-silver-blue   hands clutching silence   little brown box full   of pride   on the outside ..."

"revolt of your trusted friends-   not so trusting   how they betrayed you, as you betrayed them   they know of the ink spilled   to hide the lies   we don't care if you die breathing   nothings all ri..."

"evenings bringing otherwise   distasteful tears   like hot lie   drowned hope gone   as plague of frogs   fall into unholy water   tumbling words   are really the truth   trust only one-     ..."

"creatures eyeing fallen soul  forever stealing what is not theirs  innocence is sweet  plexiglass faltering strength   pressing glassy eyed   sand eyes blue marbles   apathetic differences   taste blo..."

"Seamless light blazes   gray pink winds driven endless   relentless unwinds beauty   foreign sky laughing   lighthouse dying   ancient desire warms   last hope lives   all life exists   until the last..."

"the frozen are soul's ungodly   clearer red blood   Faltering sparks breaths   shatter porcelain sky   the Clasped snow white breeze   Bitter frozen sighs   of my last bird's song   Heart beats like d..."

"one winged angelssitting quietly;as starlight tears run porcelain trailsWhy do they Cry?Who is dying?but we only sighas deep blue engulfs usand carries us with the tide...Orphans lay in the street dyi..."

"The LakeIf perfection perceivesno wars, no hunger, no angerwhere in solemnity will lost souls forsaken;find peace in bloody horror?On this was a lakeperfect and forgottenwhere wingless angels go to di..."

"damned souls find peace inmidnight seance of frozen handsas death circles the innocent and frees the guiltyghostly figures play in hidden starlightand the alive just stareat the black nightand wanderi..."

"idle thunder chortleof soul eaters only of lorewho have gathered hereto unleash the beastto end all dreamsin a lairof bones and bloodthe beast in awakenstarving,angry,revengefulfor nowfrom off the thr..."

"she  is so lonely,locked in with your dreamsas they cry and smile in the darkshe can do nothing but stare at themas their revolution breaksshattering childhood night lightwhile you sleep and daze in d..."

"light never changes-forever hiding in a shadow of dreamsThe Curse of being visible foretellingbroken fragments of lost lightgasping for breathspinning around dead stars and splinters of hopeWeak light..."

"a night rose blooms,cold and bluea silent plea in the windbreaks when rose thornpricks innocent handsand again the forsaken wolf howls,for his friend is now lostforeverMoon rose droppedher last sigh b..."

"How can you embellish on such Evil?unbroken tethers unmagicalWhen you are born-to turn the other cheekand stare at the ceiling not the skyand watch your kindsoar out into the worldfreewhen you have be..."

"You can never know   when the sky will fall   Everyone you've ever known   wrenched from you   then you would be truly alone.   Would life be real   or a horrible labyrinth   You would h..."

""if I could break time" she said, only a mortal gasping for breath "forever would be a blink in time and dreams would never die But if time could break what is life, besides a short span of wandering..."

"I've been crying for years; just to hear you breathe shatters time and space and puts worries to sleep why don't all the birds sing when a new world brings, a broken highness of forlorness? all they ..."

"red forgotten skies of a never known time are parted by a single soul that rises above the rest reality couldn't of been more wrong as the drowned weep for their pittful souls that single souls sang ..."

"sadistic midnight dreams of betrayed companion- the one you loved and cared for now crying out in sorrow for you only doomed him here and now all you can do is watch, and listen to the black dove..."

"why does it seem to see a golden blue dragonfly just a daylight dream, fluttering in the distance? hazy midsummer eyes watching the world float by never remembering the liars and sinners everything i..."

"I watched strangers cut holes into dead glittering stars like a dog eating the sun they chortle and sneer why can't I find it I can't hide it any longer why can you drown the light and still rip bat..."

"forgotten stars can never laugh for nothing change floating clouds or strife of dying sun that sees only life elsewhere no pain, no will, left in our time  until the  music silences your bird d..."

"we never speak- hoping to keep our fragmented selves together our silence has become golden but how can Unexpected enmity overcome solely morbid love? You wear a hot tragedy crown that  lights th..."

"you are your guarding individual obscure starlight why does it seem tragic to be all alone but together all the piercing stares are useless what is cutting you off from your life? close black na..."

"Our Half remembered song of sad teardrops never aging is clenched in the jaws of our past we were a free dolphin basking in a dreamless haze- but the dolphin has been caught in a suffocating net as..."

"your  disturbed touch never relized that my eyes cried but your universe - never became contorted and you see through windows fogged over never able to see but may I see the never heard dream  of t..."

"like a desperate vampire you drain the life out of windless butterflies- a fortelling shadow was Cast above in lonly heaven       he was merely the fourth child who was a messenger to all the wr..."

"I'm stuck in this dead parade watching trasparent souls pay their dues; signing papers but why are they just random words they must be the bitter last thoughts ot the forsaken floating elephants and ..."

"I never relised I dream in a black and white horror picture show watching ghastly hands click the little buttons like flicking on emotions waiting for a glimmer of human feeling like a God you can tak..."

"I walk alone in the Dead Gardens feeling the chilly mist- fight below my skin why did you abandon me here- in a shallow grave of our past? now we will never heal instead we will drift on a ancient..."

"I can see the see specter disapear into a silver chained box smashed into sweet splintered dreams by your invisable hand drowning in my own blood as my fingers are cracked one by one.. upon my coffi..."

"your life is just a play- full of staged tears faked greif so now what can you do- now that the last act has begun?  how can you be pretender, so long that you don't know reality? you relize th..."

"On death's last walk broken sighs are dispelled- like raw bowels into glazed-over eyes hIs last companion in this world of black flies lies dead and still next to the white innocent snow maybe he d..."

"when I'm alone the sun never sets when I'm with you I can cry and laugh but you say you didn't miss me that you don't remeber anything but bittersweet days that we have faded in the sun now its too..."

"little sara bright and pretty forgot her self sometimes playing with the older men little sara tried a little rum and to have some fun got in the back of a car little sara was found today rotting i..."