Twisted Nicole

"Lost in the hallways of this stress Getting myself away from this mess Lonely on the highway of hate and sorrow Wondering if I'll get there sometime tommorow Waking up in a moment of gloom As I lay in..."

"I get myself wet in a puddle of pain Wipe away my tears as i cry in shame "It's not your fualt," they all say "But why?" I scream, then look away What I knew once as my father Is more like a friend, w..."

"The love she found, was the love in you She never showed it, she thought you knew She had a chance to say what she wanted to say But time passed and she ignored that day She never realized you had the..."

"The door slams in front of my face I'm left alone, without a trace Just what's left in my memory The things you said and did for me. I place my hands on the door and feel the cold ...All the secrets i..."

"You Make me everything I don't want to be But you just don't see what's inside of me. I say i hate you, and i don't know why Then once I love you, you make me cry. Do you enjoy messing with my head? M..."

"The hole in the city, was that dreadful day, When our land was broken in every way. We stood hopeless, like birds with no sky But together, united, we all seem to fly. They think without buildings we ..."

"They were invited to a party, Kate and Dan They went to the party, hand in hand The lights so bright, the music so loud The went inside and fought the crowd. Kate chatted with friends, she giggled and..."

"You think your charm can lure me Maybe I don't want to stay The love is there, it's plain to see I just can't find the words to say If you let go now, I'll be gone forever You know I hate to fight Wh..."

"Each day that goes by, I come out of my shellKnowing this world will always be hellYou people walk around, your lives are so fakeBut I’ve still taken in your bad habits to breakI find myself wandering..."

"I miss you with these tears I crySlower and slower the time goes byMy heart aches with dying painIf I don’t talk to you soon I’ll go in saneWhat we’ve got now, its good but seems like not enoughNot ha..."

"I’m screaming for help from a mouth with no voice We want to escape, yet have no choice This world seems so bitter to my eyes which are blind People around all hate it but they don’t seem to mind My e..."

"The smile is gone from my face,The sparkle's left my eye,A salty tear rolls down my cheek,As I begin to cry. I could go sit in the dark,Far away from sight,I wish that you could hear me now,So I could..."

"I consulted a daisy today… He loves me? He loves me not? …He did not say. That’s one thing the daisies should be taught, To help out damsels in distress Figure out what’s going on, Because to this day..."

"One month ago I said "Hey how ya doin'?" You looked right past me, you saw right through and Days and days I kept walking by Dreaming about the moment when you would kiss me goodnight After a week i ..."

"Don't you even look at me The people like you are so fake Don't even pretend to be, Your friendships are all mistakes. The root of evil begins with you It contaminates a healthy mind I can't even look..."

"Thank you for making me cry... Thank you for making me want to die... I didn't want to live anyways, But I guess I'm here to stay. And you make me feel so at home, When you don't call anymore on the p..."

"It's a lonely world when you just have shadows to talk to. It's hard to live when no one loves you for you. But we keep on going, All we can do is keep growimg. There's too many people who just don't..."

"Hunny don't look at me with those eyes,Because they'll cover up all your lies.They make me fall deep into your soul,I think this is love and I'm out of control.What would you be without me?It's like w..."

"Sorry I was never the perfect one For you But we had something since it's begun And I'm sorry it's through. I tried the best I could To make, you happy I loved you like no one else would But it's not..."

"I step into the shower To wash off the dirty things you've left me with. I can't tell If that's a salty tear Rolling down my face Or just One of the times you said You loved me. You've left pieces of ..."

"I lie here in an empty bed, Thinking of all the things I should've said, Did you forget about us? Tell me what happened to the trust... Baby, you know I don't hate you, Unless you give me a reason to...."

"My momma said you called again last night, And asked me if we were in a fight... She said she answered and you thought she was me Then you hung up almost immidietly After screaming out loud, "What do ..."

"You burned my flesh With your words Of fire. Like a dragon, You breathe on me And cuase scars. If I was such a distraction, What does that say About you? David You burned me. Scorched my flesh Took my..."

""Shut the fuck up" you said... It's playing in my head You say you do care? Show me you're aware, Of all the things you did And treat me like a kid, ...Oh,am I prude? Well I think that you're rude... ..."

"Why can't we make, This thing work out. All it would take Is your shout, To go ahead To just move on Can't get you out of my head The love is gone. It's so empty Inside of me You set me free Made me a..."

"So many things are left, that I wanted to say, The words were right in my throught, till Frightened got in the way. "Don't say that you stupid little girl, You now he doesn't love you any more," That'..."

"Come on get up Out of this hole you've dug for yourself Don't tell me to shut up... I'm the one who's cared out of everyone else. Give me a break... Tell me the truth, For heaven's sake, Will I e..."

"You play your voodoo on me again I try to love you but I just can't win. I'm under your spell... Lately my life has been hell, It's not like you give a damn about me anymore, But everyday I just seem ..."

"I have so many things left to say, But I don't dare speak a word... So many things are in the way, You'll say you never heard. No, you didn't ruin my whole damn life, But you put a hole in me, And ca..."

"Don't you see my tear streaked face, And the redness in my eyes? So when I cry out loud, Why does it come as a surprise? You don't know, You never did, That right now, I'm not your little kid... Sto..."

"Puddles of tears We drown in our fears Please, God, tell me why Do so many children have to die? This world has gotten so much worse All I can do is curse, At the awful things we call living, Can't ..."

"Push me with your words Throw anger at me in heaps But still I fly like a bird And like a rabbit I leap. Do you hate my pride? Or do you just hate me? Do you like the horse I ride? Am I what you want..."

"Why can't my life be a little more forgiving? The people around are so hard to get along with... I don't know what my point is for living, And I'm tired of this shit. I try to be everybody's friend, ..."

"In the rain You see yourself As a blur Of the better man You could be... But don't doubt Your own strength... Didn't you find it In me? You gave up The opportunity, And blame your problems On your f..."

"You've got me going Around in circles And I don't know How We've dug ourselves This holeThis is probably the shortest thing I've ever written.. it's a different style for me Written March 16th, 2002 ©..."

"There's a mother Works all damn day Just to come home And cook dinner for Her unapreciative husband. He doesn't care Or realize that She's there. She takes care of the Baby While he sits On his ass a..."

"I don't know what to do today Should I cry or be happy? Becase something strange came this way And hit my family. A baby's being born His name is Andrew But in this same morn, An old man's life was ..."

"You've inspired me to be human To be the person I never was, I almost feel complete now, And you know it's just because... You inspire me in everything you do Make me see myself in a Different      ..."

"I see you and it reminds me Of everything, that happened... My feelings won't leave me be And this road will never end. I'm damned either way, If I'm rude or I'm nice Because it's always something you..."

"I've lost it now I've come undone I really believed that you were the one And I wished that everything you said was true Because no one will love you the way I do. You've lost it now You've come undo..."

"Does it scare you now, that I am free? Happiness is being the person you want to be... Have you ever felt a childs face, Apprciated their warm embrace... Or do you still live your life Like nothing is..."

"Yesterday I saw a woman talking to herself And it made me wonder Maybe she wasn't the crazy one. We live our lives, so indulged in ourselves And filter out so much That we don't see what the blind ma..."

"Is it ironic, that these tears are for you? Do you feel worthy of each drop? I'm not going to sensor them, Because you're worth every one, And I'm not ashamed to cry, Over you. One tear for every smi..."

"Do you hear me? If I say it one more time, I'll lose my nerve Did you hear me? Say that I love you, and I'm all you deserve. Respond, Please don't leave me standing alone Just come on, And I'll put y..."

"I stay here locked inside my head Wondering about what you had said And I'm sure you didn't consider the notion I'll just wander what's wrong with my devotion... Why do I always manage to stick aroun..."