KissTheSkyPH

"I could drown in your eyes.Their clear blue depths,Wherein your beauty lies,Swallow me and steal my breathAnd bear me toUn-dying death.I could melt on your lips.Their gentle kissings,From which affect..."

"Choking on the cloudy air,An empty place without you there.In the corners of my mind,Too many things I’ve left behind.The friendly fire chills And the silky silence kills,While I forlornly stalkA thir..."

"I can’t escape painting the past with you In a breath, In a dream, Red wine reflections softening the corners of our recollection. We sketch the seams And beseech each other to color in the gaps That ..."

"Plastic bag over my headI’m suffocatingAlmost deadYou remember everyWord I’ve saidAnd fester everyWound that’s bledA leash that nowIs turning red.As you try to getInside my headWhere hope was killedWh..."

"Forget and drown your sorrow In a sweet delusion. Beset it with distraction, A coveted confusion. Regret is not a tolerated Emotional intrusion, Upsetting carefully constructed Subconscious diffusion,..."

"Pushing through the layers of dustThat have covered meAnd chipping at the rustThat has mothered meAs my heart renews itselfBlinking in the newnessOf the world that’s evaded meShying at returnTo that l..."

"Another face is in the mirror;The mask you wear is growing clearer.You embrace the shadows of the nightAnd your only dreams are those of flight.You swing at foes that you can’t see.They turn to face y..."

"Let those who are by petty things enraged Make to their slender rings of whispered news And keep themselves in such affairs engaged As keeps them well equipped for social cues And while they feed thei..."

"Your fingers trace pilgrim pathsOver curves and crevicesOf a desecrated silence.Pioneers less explorers Than missionary martyrsTo allay a pillaged violence.When mirrors can confuse meInto thinking I e..."

"The music stirs my soul As my thinking takes its toll And my fear begins to plunder The riches found thereunder. I wish that I had been too late To celebrate this dismal date.February 2001, short and ..."

"Smug in the knowledgeThat I possess and ownA plane where I can driftSecure that all my thoughts are sownIn safer soil whereThey’ll soon be grownWith no alien incision.Shrinking backFrom an adolescent ..."

"There’s an arrow that strikes me, A potion that dulls me, A goddess who likes me, A promise that lulls me. Birds of a feather To find themselves only Entwined for forever Or ever as lonely.March 2001,..."

"It's back again. A simpler solution, But I'm not brave enough to Back out; Not brave enough to be a Coward. Honest thieves Have guilty souls When they steal bread. Better hide the aspirin, Mother. Wi..."

"Command us to bow down.Nurture us with your holy hypocrisy.Rain down your expectation like fire.We’re waiting.Can’t you see us on our knees?We’ve prepaid with prayer.Can’t you hear us?Doing your holy ..."

"Softer than the touch of more familiar fingers,Your hesitation yields to the unorthodox.A secret smile I was never supposed to see.Softer than the sound of sweeter singing,Your laughter rings through ..."

"I hate the world. It holds the razor from my wrist. I hate the world Because it tells me I’d be missed. I hate the world. It won’t hand me a gun. I hate the world Because it frowns at those who run. I..."

"I found you at arm’s length.An ocean of reasons divide usA landslide of protests deride usDiscouraging feelings inside usThat echo in stillness of speechArms’s length plus one.A canyon of interest ass..."

"I’m getting tired of angular conversation. I want to trade it in for the soft curves And lisping words of lack of obligation. Your pulsing arrow no longer serves. I want a finite cross of feline feel..."

"(This is a first draft) As you try to slip your chains around my hips My waist shies from your fingertips. And my coy smile melts into a laugh As the one that once was us is split in half. My plastic..."

"Bleeding into the grail of absolution I feel lighter at this severing from your forevering. At last I have some resolution Where numbness doesn’t play a part within my heart. I’d rather end my life th..."

""CALL ME IF YOU NEED ME." "ok" "I MEAN IT." "i know" "YOU WON’T BE BOTHERING ME." "i bother everyone" "THAT’S ONLY THE DEPRESSION TALKING." "we share a voice" "PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU." "but i don’t exi..."

"Discoveries yet to be made Stand tall in shadows of lust. Constitutions yet to be laid Are anchored in puddles of dust. Is controversy yet to be played Or is it beginning to rust? In this world where ..."

"You see me sipping coffee through a straw And think “confusion”. I’m weaving worlds on the horizon. You think my tapestry’s in tatters, But its only beginning to take shape Beneath my fragile fing..."

"Tonight the world falls apart For the fourth time this week. Chilled metal carresses my legs And burns hot against my cheek As saline rivers mirror Red streams seeping down my thigh. I can’t shake mys..."

"I’m sorry I leave bloodstains on the tile. I’m sorry I cry wolf when I’m all alone at night. I’m sorry I can’t even take care of a goldfish. I’m sorry I kill red roses at the very first touch. I’m..."

"Eight even incisions, Intersecting if only they were infinite Instead of Segments stopping short of one another. Can’t quite reach… Eight angry brows of Euclid Glare up at me With ruby frowns. I suppo..."

"While you’re busy dancing around our problems I’m dancing on table tops, Jumping into bed with perfect strangers, Soaring through the stars, Imagining freedom As I trace sand dollars in the sand ..."

"I believe I got lost again today And found myself. I’m catching demons in the Corners of my bloodshot eyes. I need to steady myself And freefall through my passion I want to be empty again But I long ..."

"I stroke the songs of Hendrix And they roll off the neck of my guitar like tears. You never even look up As I’m wailing my goodbyes. Jumping out the window While your nose is still lodged in a book Wr..."

"If you’ll set me softly by the sea I’ll want to drown myself-- But not for contempt of my flesh. The visions I see in the sand swallow me whole And I want to go to the place Where my land meets that e..."

"I’ve lost my buoyancy. I’m not sure I can recover from this fall. Give me some air. Give me a break. Give me a moment To look into your eyes And find something more there Than absence of the spirit. I..."

"Dear Sir You stumbled across my path today And piled my limp arms full Of snapshot frames. You said they were a memorial To your late wife-- A gallery, A mosaic of a life, A mosaic of a love, A tribu..."

"I need to leave the sickly city lights behind me And venture off where no one else can find me Where the affectionate embrace of stone and water can’t be lost upon my ears. I need to find a shady sea..."

"If you didn’t want A kiss to last a life time Then you shouldn’t have Blown me the words That matched ecstacy With “till death do us part”. You never meant To hold and to have And now your revocation..."

"A pink sparkle pierces your lower lip And a soft blue baby hangs from your neck. Working a hundred jobs a day, You hate the world But laugh as if you own the sky. So soft that no one can break you, Yo..."

"Pink shadows of the love you used to give me-- You brought two dozen to my mother, Now a shadow of the youth I've conquered. Are you always going to lurk in the shadows, Trying to remind me how much I..."

"Fiona Apple says to save the turkeys Martha Stewart says to stuff your apples Up the turkey’s butt. Gobble Gobble Gobble Gulp. The turkey’s cry of freedom Is roasted to domestic holiday perfection So ..."

"Let’s go and fall in love again.I’ll take your breath awayAnd you’ll sweep me off my feetAnd together we’ll topple, laughing, into the sandFrom the sheer awkward weight ofAffection.Let’s go and trade ..."

"I love your faded jeansThat match your faded smile.With a heart as rich as wine,This has to be a signThat we’re meant to be together.You see my tongue subduedAnd my cheeks turning rosy huedBut you can..."

"I know I shouldn’t wonderAt the meaning of the meaninglessBut last night I kissed your best friendIn an image in my mindAnd woke up feeling guiltyThough you’ve already left me behind.And last month yo..."

"You can’t be The cloth that wipes the blood from my wrists The food that will concede to pass my lips The pillow that can lure me into sleep The tonic that can teach me not to weep. We can’t be toget..."

"I can’t trust you unless you hold a pistol to my brow I won’t believe your eyes unless you hold my life in the palm of your hand Prove me to myself and seal fate as if there is such a thing Pull the t..."

"Let me be your fuschia daisy Bloodstained and imperfect Reaching towards innocence And drooping under the weight of my own Magnificence. Brush my petals with rough affection And I’ll give all my dilut..."

"Whats the difference between Publish And Publicity? Strip myself to bones with Words And Weariness So that I can vanish between the lines of Editors And the Edited.I make the same resolutions every ..."

"Thinner and thinner, Letting the liquid of my soul Escape in any way possible. I can't let myself become any more infinite. I want to feel small. I want to notice the confines of my own skin By ..."

"Dreaming in black and white Lacks imagination And you throw that in my face As if knowing the difference Between right and wrong Were a bad thing. Written January 1st, 2002 © on Jan 02 2002 06:40 PM ..."

"Suggestions of you Are slowly causing me To kill myself. I don’t know How much longer I can pretend I still have something-- Anything-- To hold onto (Now that you’re not Holding me up.) I drove the kn..."

"Conscious first of my pillow’s kiss-- I cradle it like a lover Whose arms I never want to leave. Whose face I never want to see. Peeking out between leaves of dark (my first adventure of the day) I s..."