Bekabulwinkle

"Here I am Just sitting Watching, following, stalking I see you in the morning In that place, When your still sleeping But you’re awake. You keep me awake Coming into my dreams Traveling where your not..."

"A smile comes to my faceEvery time I think about you.I know it’s not right,I should hate youBut I needed you thenAnd now.My memories tear at my heartBut it wasn’t your faultI see that now.Music played..."

"Have you ever had 20/20 vision in Hindsight. Picked it up to late. Knowing it but not. Have you ever had The Cinderella chapter Knowing your destine for Greatness But stuck in a rut. Have you ever h..."

"I wait in the shadows of your dream's,filled with hazy thoughts.As the moon chases the sunand the night air tastes of blood.I can smell the questas I stalk the night lifemany centuries I’ve traveled i..."

"As I look back upon those years, I should say it started in Year eight. My life upside down – No one for me to love - No one to love me. Then I saw you, Something good came out of something so bad. At..."

"Hello againI smile and sayHe’s changedAnother personaAnother dayHe glances past meNodding his headEscaping to another placeLeaving, I know my cueIt’s like a bad playA triangleI love him, He loves herN..."

"So many years, I’ve wasted so many years Hoping you would love me, Caring if you loved me. But now, I’m empty. I see your shadow; It stalks you in the night As I stalk you in the day. I don’t want you..."

"Flashing lights, Guitar riffs Tight leather pants Revealing neck lines Words no longer put to paper But twist and sway In the dancing of the lights music The image is more important It enslaves our em..."

"I feel like I’m drowning, Slowly falling through the merky water. I’m gasping for air, Struggling, clawing, wishing To get up for air. I can see the light fading As I feel someone grabbing me. Pulling..."

"Are you in love?Or are you in love with being in love?Can we really truly love?Or is it a fear of being alone?Is love a tangible thing?Can we touch it?Or is it like faith – something we just need to b..."

"Dark knight of my soul Creeping inside of me. Haunting timelessness, closing inside this hollowed emptied poisoned body. Sliced intermediates Pounding rain of redness Smooth lies. Dark knight of my so..."

"It’s hard to say goodbye When all you want to do is Hold them close and never let go It’s hard to let go of memories That have been so distorted You can’t tell what’s real anymore It hard to realize..."

"The flame wavers As your shadow races; Across my wall. I turn wanting you to be there. Your eyes glazed, You’re skin – cold to touch. A living statue Chiseled out over 200 hundred years ago. Watching ..."

"Here I am Just sitting – Watching – Following – Stalking I see you in that morning place, When your still sleeping, but awake. You tire me so easy now days, You float into my dreams Traveling where yo..."

"Written September 11th, 2001 © on Sep 10 2001 08:29 PM PST, Rebecca   0 • 10"

"I posted a poem upon a web site Thinking nothing of what that would mean How people would see it and what they would think of me What they would say, and how it would effect me. My poem I posted was a..."

"As I look into your eyes I find myself sinking Deep within their coldness. Between your hate And where your twisted love decides to sit. And I take a look around Into the blackness of your heart And t..."

"I’ve always been told theirs – Two side to any story. And this is mine. I remember that fatal day Just as it was yesterday. I cry myself to sleep each night, With his love in my heart. The day was w..."

"My emotions on fire, Racing, tearing me apart. I love you so much I hate you. Pushing you away I cry inside. Tormented mind Of a unnoticed Genius. Wanting you so much But knowing your Just out of reac..."

"Sitting here, My stomach churning My head spins I have no idea Where to start. I’m not going to tell You a sad story Or bring tears to your eyes, I’m not going to talk Of a poetic story Setting happin..."

"A year has past – Even two The pain still rips apart my broken and bleeding heart I yearn for just one look, Just one quick glance. Just to make sure he remembers. To see the pain in my eyes And for h..."

"Myself I blame – You I pity. As I saw darkness – You saw light. When I fought – You sat bright. When I cried – You laughed with delight. These are all memories of mine The way you would smirk as I cri..."

"I’ve always wanted to be a hero, Fight the good fight. Hear people chanting my name, Having the world stand up and say Hear she is, Shes not the media image But we love her anyway. It’s not the war yo..."

"Unique, Unfailing, Imperfect Wannabe freak. Friendships before Cliques Needy, clinging, hermit. Anti-social crowd loving show off. Solace withdrawn complicated Post-teen. Fearful, bold self absorbed A..."

"With the smallest of movementswith the smallest of soundsI know you are comingI know you are aroundtwisted dreams, demented liescan you hear this screamingor is it in my mindwith each slice I seep wit..."

"Fragmented glass Fragmented lies Tell me what to do Show me how to help you One minute I’m drowning Next I’m on a high Fear, hate and destruction Seem to run my life. Reflection, torn segments Broken ..."

"People all seem to stop and stare – I tried to fit in, Be as everyone else. I dressed like everyone – Spoke like everyone – I even thought like everyone else. Everyone, that is; But me. Trapped in mys..."

"With the smallest of movements with the smallest of sounds I know you are coming I know you are around twisted dreams, demented lies can you hear this screaming or is it in my mind with each slice I ..."

"Nothing is solved – Nothing changed I am still the bad guy In this scenario – just as I always am The fall guy – to take the blame Because it’s easier than realising Who’s at fault. A habit forged so ..."

"I am alone, Even in a crowed room - I am alone. When I'm by myself - I am alone. Theres something wretched in side me - telling me whispering, screaming to me. Yet I am alone My heart hurts - it ..."