Monkei
Monkei archive of published lines and poems on Linespedia.
"Every time your lips touch mine, A little chill travels down my spine. But every time he looks at me, I fell the heat across me cheeks. Every time your hand takes mine, That chill travels down my spi..."
"I know that when you smile at me I will have to smile back I know that when you kiss me I will kiss back When you hug me I will hug back And when you look at me I will look back But what I don't k..."
"We were so in love Every smile, every touch Made a little more of us But lately the skys, Have been clouding over And now the rain is pouring down Each time the thunder clashes And the lightning mar..."
"I feel the loss, Though uncertain... I feel you pulling away, Though uncertain... I feel you smiling back at her, Though uncertain... I feel you holding on to me, Though uncertain... But I also feel y..."
"The flutter inside me grows more with each passing moment.. I don't know what to do How do I stop it?! The uncertainty swells in my chest until it feels as if it will burst.. Is this unecessary anguis..."
"Turning every which way I see nothing but blurs I stop, look, and see nothing I hear something in the distance But do not comprehend it I feel something too.. Pain maybe.. It's hard to tell It could j..."
"I sit Infatuated Staring at the screen Knowing someone wrote the words I'm reading Knowing that an individual, A person somewhere out there Shares my feelings. I sit Now knowing That I am not the onl..."
"Boredom... Sitting Waiting. There is nothing... The music plays over and over in my head... My vision blurs... I blink... And refocus. The phone rings.. Naturally, It's not for me... The door bell... ..."
"Jealousy... Anger... Frustration... It bubbles up inside of me... I hold it in... Never giving a hint as to what I contain... It spreads like a wildfire throughout my body... Invading my every cell......"
"We laugh... She smiles... He grins... I turn away... I don't want to see what I am seeing... I don't want to know the truth... The truth brings pain... I don't know how much more hurt my heart will ho..."
"He holds me tightly, But he smiles at her. He kisses me gently, But he laughs with her. He hugs me fiercely, But he leaves with her. He likes me dearly, But I fear he's in love... With her. Written Ma..."
"I pull away, He follows. I begin to run, He chases. I gasp for breath, He pursues. I fall to the ground, And he consumes my heart. I rise... Empty... Longing... Afraid... Alone... He's gone... I esca..."
"I close my eyes Toss... Turn... Wonder... Stop it! Stop thinking! How do I turn it off? My mind. It travels Without my consent To destinations unknown roads untraveled... The thoughts won't stop! P..."
"I look around me at the room full of familiar strangers, smiling faces... laughter. I know these people, I am like them, Yet I am not... They see it. They sense the differences between us. The void ..."
"I pull away, He follows. I begin to run, He chases. I gasp for breath, He pursues. I fall to the ground, And he consumes my heart.This is part of another poem ('Love Again'). It was suggested that I ..."
"Sometimes I wonder, 'What are you thinking?' I never know... Never ask... But you never say... How am I supposed to know what you're feeling... Unless you tell me? Written March 19th, 2002 © on Mar 1..."
"You call to me from that direction, He calls to me from behind, They call to me from over there. I spin around... Confused... Where should I go? What path should I take? Which one leads where I want t..."
"My walls are crumbling... My heart is melting... The rocks are falling... The ice is cracking... You broke through me... Tore down my defenses... Filled my heart... And abolished my pain... Everythi..."
"It's all gone... Not the emotion, But the pain. You opened me up, Took away the weight, And my heart began to beat again. Long since melted, It's raw now... Open. You're not though, I see your step..."
"She fought alone, when no one was there to protect her. She stood tall, when everyone turned against her. She held her head high, When he abused her. She offered a smile, when the pain racked her. She..."
"I smile, My eyes sparkle, My body laughs. But my heart is crying. It hurts, 'cause I know, You're in pain. It hurts, 'cause I know, I can't make it go away. It hurts, 'cause I know, You do. I jus..."
"I'm leaving... I can't stay here, And suffer the abuse, You don't know your giving.. I'm leaving... I'm tired of the drunken nights, And the nightmares I wake up to, That you don't know your causing...."
"That feeling is returning... I need to run... If I could just run... It would all fall away... I would leave it in the grass, racing by beneath my pounding feet. If I could just run... In the dead qui..."
"You're never there, Even when you know I'm hurting. You're gone away somewhere, When you know I'm in pain. The times when I need to talk to you most, The times when you promise a word, You're not the..."
"You're always there, When I'm hurting. You're right there for me, When I'm in pain. The times when I need to talk to you most, The times when you promise a word, You're there. You're always there. S..."
"You have to understand, That I've told you a lot. And you have to understand, That it's not everything. But, I'm trying. You seem to understand, Or at least accept the fact, That I can't show you eve..."
"If I could paint, What I feel. If I could put it on a canvas. It would be a mixture, Of calming blues, Invigorating greens, And blood reds. If I could paint, What I feel. If I could put it on a canva..."
"The more I am around you, The fuller I feel. The more of a person I see in me. And less of the coldness, Remains. The more I see you, The more I catch myself smiling. The farther you get into my mind..."
"Have you ever wondered, What it would be like, To wonder through the stars, In the dead of night? Have you ever wondered, How it would feel, To slip into an ocean, Full of orange peel? Have you ever..."
"I hear my feet, pounding heavily on the cement. My breath comes in gasps now, My chest is on fire. I can hear him, He's coming closer, Catching up, Soon he will have me. I know I can't run forever, ..."
"I don't know, What it is, I'm feeling right now. I don't understand, The emotion, Rushing through me right now. I didn't but just realize, That I only feel it, When I'm with you. I think I know, I ..."
"Love... How would you define the word? How can one word, One four letter word, Mean so much? How do you know, When your in love? Is there a difference, Between being IN love, And loving someone? Can..."
"Alone... Always alone. I don't know why, I am a loner, But the more people push, The farther I recede into my corner. Lonely... Never before, But now, Without you, It's like my skys, Are always cloud..."
"It has been, One of those days. One of those days, I've decided to hate. Today is one of those days, That I've needed to talk to you, Needed to vent. Needed to get some stuff out. But you weren't ho..."
"They're closing in around me, Suffocating me, Blocking out the light. The noise surrounds me, Drowning me out. They keep coming closer, Make them stop! It feels like the sound, Is reverbrating, Off t..."
"One day, after reading one of a friends poems I said to her; "You are a wonderful writer." To this she replied, "I do what I can." and I repeated. "No, You are a wonderful writer." This time she said..."
"Desolation is when you are all alone in a crowded room. Desolation is being lost in the desert surrounded by the nothingness of the people who don't care. Desolation is having all the friends you ever..."
"I can't stand alone... I can't hold myself up anymore. I am not strong enough, To support the weight, of the pain I carry. I can't stand alone... I need you now, I need you to hold me up. I can't do ..."
"When I look into your eyes, I see you looking back. And I know you'll always be there. When I reach for you, I feel you reaching back, And I know you'll always be there. When I smile at you, I see y..."
"You have felt so much pain, And been through so much, That it hurts. It hurts me to know, How much you've felt. I want to take it all away. I want to purify your heart, And clear your mind. So the pai..."
"If I could explain to you, What you make me feel. If I could say in words, The emotions you provoke. If I could write the millions ways, That you make me happy. Believe me, I would. If I could paint ..."
"The stillness surrounds me, Envelopes me, Releases me. The quiet is suffocating, Peaceful, Rejuvenating.... I am no longer alone, The pain has finally given way, I am no longer afraid. You've done ..."
"You're pulling away again... What's going on? Everything was going so perfectly... Did I do something wrong? It's your walls this time, not mine, That are blocking the road, They've gone up again... ..."
"My mind is empty... Blank... I can't think... But I'm not sure I want to. I've told you everything, Almost... And now I'm tired... and I'm going to sleep. I've explained my self fully, Or as best I ..."
"I'm stronger than you think I am, Stronger than you want to believe. I can support myself and you. And I will, if you'll let me. I've been through this before, I know what you are feeling. I don't ho..."
"Why can't they all just leave me alone? Give me some time to think... To get myself together... Why can't they all just back off? Let me spend a little time with myself... To sort my life out... Why..."
"I miss you. When you're away for so long. When I can't hear your voice. I need you. To talk to you. To let my heart out, like you taught me. To see you. To see your smile. And hear you laugh. To ho..."
"Is this right? How can this be right, With these tears streaming down my cheeks? Tears I'm not supposed to possess... Tears I'm not supposed to know how to cry... How do tears fit into this relationsh..."
"I'm so happy when we're together. And so sad when you leave. Yet so uncertain when you are not here. I am so sure of my love when we're together, And positive of it when you leave. Yet uncertain when ..."
"The tears I'm supressing, Get harder to hold every day. I don't know how to tell you, That I don't know what to say. I don't want to be angry, But it keeps welling up inside. I love you, I really do, ..."
"It feels like all the little things, Are slowly slipping away. The gentle smile, The soft touch, The extra phone call. I don't know what is happening. Everthing seems to be going fine. I can't fix wha..."
"What did you do? How did you do it? Tell me! You made it all better, And you didn't even do in conciously. I don't know how you achieve things like that. I don't know what it is that makes me so happy..."
"I lay motionless, Unfeeling, Yet afraid. I lay here, In the dark, With these tears on my cheeks. Motionless, Unfeeling, Yet in pain. This doesn't make any sense. Motionless and unfeeling, Yet afraid a..."
"It is unbelievable, how wonderful you are, and how much you mean to me. The feeling is indescribable, you can always make me smile, make me happy. You don't realize how increadible you are, and how I ..."