VampireGirl

"The thorns in my palms The doubts racing when calm. Inside the empty floating dream the closest thing to perfect that ill ever be. The meaning not clear, Yet sits in front of me Looking in to my own ..."

"Would you try for the one you love? Die and give all your above? Let your heart fade, Let your body rush or misbehave? When your body trembles to the sound of her voice? does it make you weak? to kno..."

"I'm not your seed in which you grow. I'm not the calling of your aching soul. I'm not the sun on a winter day. I am the echo of your forbidden way. I am your angel that covers your eyes I am your sadn..."

"The choice was hard, And it felt harder everyday. I felt that no one would miss me anyway or remember my pled. My whole life, I felt the need to please. I always found my self bleeding, and on my knee..."

"Tonight I realize I cannot add up to the person I wish to be. I lost that vision in a future dream of pain and misery. I promise my self I will learn to forgive my self for the mistakes I've made. I..."

"Before you sleep think of me. Keep me in your mind and in your memory. Think of my soft kiss, before you sleep. In your dreams you'll see my face, You will once again feel my embrace. Please underst..."

"When the emptiness drifted down the rusty drain inside your body a corps of you that lays. Inside the heart of you, the pumping pressure you wish not to bare. The eyes that gaze through the window, a..."

"Behind the bars of pain there is life. Through the blocked window there is light. Behind the dungeons there is moss. Behind the regrets and cries there is loss. In your mind you've followed through y..."

"In his head he had regrets that he dreaded. The unkind disease that drives us mad. Regrets of our past, The feelings that is over whelming and seems to last. He had a wife, He had three children. Sti..."

"It's been years since high school. still I think of you all. The parties, the friends. the drinking, and the endings. I thought of contacting you many times before. I went to classmates.com and urged..."

"When you see me pass me by, Think nothing when I look in your eyes. When the sun glares upon my hair. and my smile is bright like a million cares. Think nothing of it, My smiles aren't for you, my hap..."

"In the bush that burns flowers and roses that yearn. Aching thorns breaking through your skin. Angels and demons fight for the strength of your soul again. your body becomes weak, before you die. You..."

"Inside the leak of life, my bitterness swollowed by strife. The sad feeling of growing and departing. The utterly sound of lonesome and not knowing where i'll be. The feeling destroyed my belief in ..."

"Wishes under the night fall a tear upon my inner eye. The pupil that stares inside the coffin, While the other sees me standing extremely high. two sides, A twist of fate. Living with love and hate. ..."

"This sensation over baring my soul. The loud noise of brutal terror and letting my ruptured heart and body go. You invaded My mind you closed out the doors of me falling in time. The closet I see no ..."

"Tonight I was thinking about the missing comments I did not place. All the feelings and expressions started to ease and erase. I started to think about those that cared. People that bared the same lif..."

"In my veins the pain I cannot bare. My skin eats its self, And I never feel all here. I slowly decay, And never to find my way I slowly just fade in to the lost grave. I'm lost in an ocean of doubt. ..."

"You've been gone for years. A passing moment filled with tears. You were lost to the gravity of the stars washed away, and to remain to far to hang on to. I go to your grave every chance I can. I can..."

"In your chest you feel the heat. The lasting memory of your aching heart beat. through out your body it effects you now knowing who to blame or who controled you. you smell what you can't see. The ex..."

"Before Your Eyes close, See the glimpse of me. Let the bitterness flee. Let your heart race, like it did the first time we were face to face. Remember my kiss And I will remember your finger tips tou..."

"The clouds swallowed by the darkness in the sky. The trees tumble to their knees, and question mother earth of why? How could the lakes and oceans dry? How could you let all these beautiful crea..."

"I found my self tonight. I was lost in the after light. Flying through thin air. learning not to give a damn and no longer even care. I felt my self fall again I went down like a penny in the wind I ..."

"Behind the roses there is me, A flower that's just a seed. A flower never to grow, beautiful .. A gloomy heart behind a faded smile. I wish I felt for once like the rose I dreamed to be, ah.. only t..."

"In the eyes of others I seek for something I've never felt something to warm the cold dampened heart. In the path in which you've walked I long for you so far away from a dark sky that's turned bl..."

"So far away, I still see the reflection of our moon. The breeze covers me along with the leaves off the trees and gloom. I've been staring at the sky, waiting to one day fly. waiting for those I love ..."

"As things change I can't find the clues in my mind. the broken down dreams of things being old and never new. To think I never had the chance to meet you face to face. To feel your embrace Its funny ..."

"You search the empty roads of life seeking for love, and the loss of regrets and strife. You seek upon your open grave, the tomb stone that's never been made. In your heart you know the government ha..."

"If you died what would the roses do? if you cried.. what would we all think of you? you say your life isn't worth living, and all you're doing is giving. You say you want to die.. but never asking th..."

"Its not the blossoms that grow under trees, or leaves that fall and drift in to the breeze. Its not the morning sunlight kiss or the grace of a rainbow in happiness. Its not the smile that grows upon..."

"This feeling is burning and yearning.. These eyes glaring at the skin I wish to touch. My mind goes dim to these moments of lust. My lips sweet. My heart open to new experiences I have not felt. Look..."

"The air so lonely and cold where I lay not a drop of light, and never again to see day. The tears upon my eyes began to fall everything stood still along with the call I heard my name spoken and then..."

"The words became clear as the seas began to stand still all things I've learned of life and love had became real. The shores and rocks were tumbling from the sky wishes of death, and angels glanced i..."

"You left so suddenly it was so hard for you to come to grips with reality. You said you could not bare the pain, could this be god or the devil that makes you feel in San. In your mind past events com..."

"Seek not for the love that is in gravid. Hide nothing when it comes to the power of a dove. Wish of stars and shinny moons, that one day your hopeless dreams might come true. Let those around you fee..."

"Inside I'll have you hide, Ill show you the dark side. In your lips ill taste your blood they will find your body weeks later lying in the dark cluttered mud, face down... your throat slit. all thin..."

"Inside the face that hides behind my eyes A tragic memory of wasted time. In my heart I feel it changing.. But my mind is just a creation.. a creation of grace.. a feeling of my past and future being ..."

"My heart no longer calls for the yearning inside of me. My faint eyes refuse to see. The day catcher sleeps in the window to save my dreams from the nightmare of my life. Upon my face, I do not age t..."

"As I sit upon this chair of lead and with my empty heart and my mind in dread. I count the lonely midnight stars. I see planets like Jupiter and mars, so separated yet so close, Only if I knew how..."

"Remember the way we touched palm to palm and all feelings melted in to songs of joy. Remember my eyes that glare from the skies. think not of the good byes. Think of the way we were, All the beautif..."

"I know you can't stay, I would never ask you to go away. In my heart I feel the rain of today. In my heart I know its true, that life is just unkind and we've lost our way, we've lost our time.. In m..."

"Through these eyes you do not see the pain, They are hidden behind the pouring rain. Inside the coffin is where I'm safe. Inside the soul that's torn and aches. In my dreams and in passionate meanin..."

"Once there was a dream I thought that could come true, But to find out I'm not good enough, makes the blue sky turn gray. I forgot how to live, or make a wish or even want to stay. I can't seem to fo..."