Convolution

"I never make a sound when I cry. I always take away from everyday to make sure I don’t have any emotions leaking. I always listen to music that makes me want to cry. I keep on trying to get it out and..."

"The Back of A Maple Leaf Thoughts of autumn wish they had a title, and they wish to see their friends on the parchment. Helpless words drawn, not written; yearning for a spine, longing for muscle and..."

"If I were made to break apart, I pray the gods would at this moment commit this justice, and bring my damaged destiny to foment. If I wished to break my heart, We would make no sense, as we do not no..."

"Sapping away at our uniformity Adding to my vacuous ego’s enormity Emaciating power has left me to dust You’re rending your heart and it’s starting to rust I’m taking my things, and I’m taking my leav..."

"I lie upon my floor, sapped I tinker with my vision, flat I touch the hand of girl, near I burst the dams of joy, clear We may not like existence, same We fill our blood with poppy, tame We cannot mo..."

"Waiting on me is the giant hand that I can’t get my eyes around, he grasps my tiny instrument of speech in his harlequin grip. I say my thoughts before I think them, if this be the case. Stupid peop..."

"I’m still looking for my life in here, and I found it on someone else’s canvass. So I chipped it all away and made it my own. I lit it on fire so nobody else could have it when I was done. I was selfi..."

"A tiny hole pricked in my soul,and through this hole there is laced a hook,suspended from which is the deepest bowl ever imagined,collecting the liquid of my soulwhich escapes from the holeand allows ..."

"My nerves for you scream and rant with an inaudibly loud passion and fervor inside their shells of modest silence, constantly berating my heart for its failure in crying out to you through my mouth an..."

"Contrast, constantly compiling the boundless rotund brilliance which emanates forth from the guardrail. This barrier I speak of keeps the citizens of earth from leaping forth from the ledge of dissona..."

"I like to title these feelings before I know them. The bell rings and I marvel at the salivation around me. It’s human nature to rebel, so why don’t they? Maybe they’re too comfortable. Complacency le..."

"A time to stay has come this year; This time, perhaps, we all must heed The call inside to muffle fear. This time, perhaps, we all shall breathe. A time of crystal grey indoors; This time, perhaps, w..."

"I’ve only so much love to give Before the source shall have run dry, But if, this time, I use it all You would not hear me breathe a sigh. I’ve only so much life to live Before it’s said that I must ..."

"Note: This is about, and to, someone who knows who they are. I have alot of love for you. You are a stone to stand on, you are a simple thing, You are cacophony and cadence in a molten winter sting..."

"Walk with me this city street Feel pavement cry beneath your feet Every step brings novel fret And stirs the vat of your regret The streetlights sigh as we walk past Immune to winter’s bitter blast P..."

"Alone along the road at night Coming here from who-knows-where A journey with no end in sight Is evident in that man there He rode his horse until it died And walked until the break of dawn He found ..."

"Sometimes years can make an awesome Silence where it shouldn’t be And sometimes they make cherry blossoms Fall from long-dead cedar trees Sometimes years can carve a chasm Or justify a heinous crime ..."

"Let’s walk down Always Boulevard We’ll watch the tables turn And we’ll discuss, with mild disgust The words that teleprompters burn Let’s see why there was one door barred We’ll laugh about the past ..."

"Whenever you opened those eyes, a tear manifested itself on your cheek. We thought it was going to stay there forever, but then it fell. We all watched in amazement until it exploded on the concrete. ..."

"Lips spill things unuttered on clear days, and your love’s eyebrows soar to the ceiling. Every eye is open a mile and every pupil is a mile across. For around six hours you’ve been locked in your room..."

"I turned toward my father as I would have any other day. He handed me a glass of water, and inquired of my condition. “I’m fine,” was all the answer I could muster. “You’ll be better in no time,” he..."

"Then it was done. The world decided I had learned enough. Or perhaps I had a cup of ice water splashed in my face, it was arbitrary. The nurse helped me to the car, and my father and mother drove home..."

"There was a malleable silence once the winged men departed. I contemplated my mistakes as best I could, and then I remembered where I was. I came to the realization that this dream state may very well..."

"Suddenly I knew. I stood up, looked at the sun, and said, “Come down, winged creatures.” At once, there appeared seven silhouettes from behind the sun. Again they sank slowly to the island, again the..."

"There are choices we make which determine our future, but the change of perspective offered to me now was one in which I could make choices to determine the present. I chose to write with my world. I ..."

"Don’t forget where we are, now. There lies ahead a vast plain of imagination, and I was still floating through it uncontrollably, albeit slightly more assured. A flight took place upon my return from..."

"Back to the bold-faced lines of my new microcosm of myself. There existed in me a vivid thought pattern, I now realized, and it was a neglected facet of myself. I had favored the left-minded analysis ..."

"After a long period of introspection, I was satisfied with my grip on the situation. I knew then that if I could control my mind, I could control everything in this carnival. It was not until this poi..."

"Ah, alleviation of reality. Truth as I knew it was not something to be faced or contemplated at this point. If I had had the power to do so, I would’ve remained in that ether forever. It was not until..."

"Sharp inhalation. Eyelids burst open. Adrenal glands push. Blood flows quicker. I was awake. At least, I thought I was awake… Somehow, just before I crossed the threshold of whatever it was, I had..."

"There was only an instant in which I was confused, for once I entered that azure abyss, created by creations of my own, I knew where I was. Dark and silent, the mindless current had walls so smooth a..."

"Riveted in their visages were eyes not like fire; they were fire. Small, deep-red flames protruded inconsistently from their ocular sockets, emitting a burning ember now and then. A skin of cerulean b..."

"I awaited the approach of the winged silhouettes born of the artificial light. There was my consciousness in a tiny boat. I was afloat in a sea of the worst turmoil the brain could muster, and one wit..."

"“You’re going to feel a little sting…” The intravenous needle plunged through my skin, dividing my substance on a microscopic level so as to create a smooth chute for chemicals to enter me. “Now I’m g..."

"Note: [This was written entirely by my unconscious. I awoke from a dream, sat up in bed, and this phrase was stuck in my head. I didn't write it; I found it inside me, already written.] A businessman..."

"If only simple shadow Is cast by empty hands Then I am half a person I am an empty man I am a hollow visage An interrupted prayer I’m my mistake incarnate With skin and eyes and hair If the god I ha..."

"How could you ignore her? She’s just across from you While she did jade Your silence made Your untold lie so true. When was it you last kissed her? You wouldn’t think to know When you turned deaf Her..."

"Why do you stay in that place? Do you not realize you’re nude? I know that you can find that grace That path to lunar latitudes Why do you decide your fate? Do you not think it’s been secured? Sit ba..."

"I’m back where I can’t breathe again And my ego’s slightly ripped Akin to the way a matchstick tastes When it burns down to your lips But at least I can see where I might land And my soul retained so..."

"A thousand kisses I won’t give A million smiles I won’t see No gaze with silent, subtle words No haze of joy blinding me One hundred fights I’ll never have One hundred skies a bit less starry No guil..."

"When you scream out “I want to die!”, And no one even seems to hear, I’ll be the one that screams back “Why?”, And makes you question all your tears. When you remove your steel shell, And they all tr..."

"Tie your bibles shut, my friends, We’re off to visit earth and hell, You’ll soon forget they’re different things, You’ll soon learn secrets none could tell. Forget the thought of opposites, For in th..."

"A cup half full of air, Fingers in your hair, These are just some things to get you there. A cloud across the skies, The other person’s eyes, The only thing the sun can do is rise. A single leaf in ..."

"God is risin' from the ground Silent people standin' all around Sadness comes down from the sky Just in time to see us wavin' bye Silver statues screamin' "save the dawn" All the morning in the glory..."