Netsubo
Netsubo archive of published lines and poems on Linespedia.
"I’d love to see this..Happen.. Again..I want to see my life...Go to hell..Throw me in that cesspool..That I’ve jumped in and out of beforeDrown me in everyone’s..Lies..I want to leave this world..If y..."
"Wine flows through.. My bloodstream numbing.. The day to day.. Pain and travesty.. Tripping down the road of life.. Once more.. Bringing me closer To my demise.. I smile.. My smile recedes I no lon..."
"Heart.. Such a powerful thing Yet some live without it.. How can this be? Soul.. So amazing and intriguing.. Yet with some it is empty.. I can't comprehend.. Happiness.. Without reason Depression.. ..."
"Wandering.. Flowing through the sky Flying beneath the stars Beneath the bright shining moon.. For this night.. Just this one night Everything goes away And my mind is clear.. God.. Thank you so muc..."
"These feelings I cannot describe They consume me Shutting doors behind me Running through my life Falling.. Hurting.. This blood spurts from my mouth Coughing.. Choking... This pool of red drowns me M..."
"Looking into this mirror.. Staring at the cracks lining its surface I can't tell the difference.. Is it the glass in front of my eyes? Or my mind behind them? Such pain and anger... Such rage and sorr..."
"The sweet taste.. It consumes my taste buds Tantalizing my needs My need for death My need for anger My needs... Quenching.. this blood It runs all over my body Covering me in its filth Numbing my pa..."
"Burning embers... A smoke trail twisting off into the night sky The sweet smell of jasmine fills my heart A slow stare across the star lit sky... Stars.. flying in the night Dancing.. putting me into..."
"These pieces fall together.. Ever so slowly Coming into sight.. Nothing No more pieces are falling now Nothing new coming downward.. Down to me Screaming.. Crying.. Kicking.. Punching.. Looking for an..."
"It was you who kept me from going insane It was your love that kept me alive I never knew... I never knew I was asking too much of you I never knew that I expected too much of you I never understood t..."
"Running through this field I search for my life-line Yet I find nothing Although I am exhausted I cannot stop searching... Searching for my reason... My reason for living... My life depends on this wa..."
"These ashes form once more.. From past midnight fires Fires that fought off the cold... Now this ice forms in my heart once more.. All my hope is dying All my sorrow.. returning Searching for more woo..."
"I hold an oyster in my hand My eyes squint as I study its features I look into a small crack, and a sparkle catches my eye I see a small pearl, glistening like something I haven't seen in awhile I rem..."
"Throw me in that ditch..Once more..Cover me in 2 feet of earthI'm not worth the 6!I'm not worth my breathThe mist escapes from my open mouthOn this cold autumn nightAs i walk along the highway..Sear..."
"Hate me..Love me..Show me..Blind me..Kiss me..Kick me..Help me..Abandon me!Leave me in my cageScreaming for helpTrying to get outTurn your back on meYou’re the same..Just like all the othersOne day.. ..."
"All these toils For what? To bring life to something Intended for death? Such futile actions.. In the past.. Possibly now Definitely in the future Trying to live in a lie.. It’s so fake.. nothing rea..."
"I lay on my side.. Staring through this wall of glass Towards the one I adore The one who takes up a small space in my heart Her eyes.. radiating sunlight Her hair.. curved like the oceans waves Her ..."
"Rip me a new..HeartIt was an empty crevice..AnywayContinue the painIm starting to..Like this.. Want this..TortureThis hate and rage..These tears and sweatThey stain and taint..My heart and soulAll yo..."
"The dark captivates me..I see black figures,Dancing off in the distanceThey see me.. not at allThe figure sitting off to the sideThats me.. Hiding in the shadowsUnseen by the worldThey walk into me ..."
"Trapped inside.. Once more This hurt.. I’m used to it Just take everything.. Away Give it all to someone Who cares about your pain You think something’s killing you? I’d love to meet it, Shake its h..."
"My mind descends into this nothingness This black abyss surrounds me Covering me in its dark cold Sharp steel penetrates my open wounds I look in your eyes and ask you Why? why do you do this to me? ..."
"You always said i was good As if I was perfect.. For you.. I guess.. you changed your mind Maybe i wasn't good enough for you Maybe i didn't treat you well.. Maybe i never.. Said what was right Ill..."
"One side of me..TaintedIts disgusting, worthless..Heartless..I watch this filthSeep into the rest of meKilling my mind..My sanity.. losing it..Why does this go?So far away?Why does this road?Never se..."
"Nerves dangling..No feeling anymoreSo numb.. So..HeartlessI cant.. control myselfNot able to.. thinkWhy am I doing this?To myself.. once more..Reaching into the depths with one armMaking up my inne..."
"This feeling..Returning to my empty chestIts like I..Dont have a heart anymoreRunning back and forthKnowing not where i goSearching for something..Something to fill this holeMissing..Crying..Everythin..."
"All this water pouring over my body...Dragging me downI cant..moveI cant..speakI cant..breatheSo pathetic..Me, im so patheticI cant stand up under this rainI cant move out from under itI cant escape t..."
"Go aheadRip me..Slash me..Tear my heart apartIts nothing differentSame old story..Different individualHurt me..Torture me..Leave me in darknessTake away my light..My visionDont kill meKeep the pain go..."
"Spill the water across the floor I’m thirsty, ever so thirsty.. Make me lick it off the floor where you walk Make me crawl before you.. Vengeance.. The thought is corrupting me lately Such inner fee..."
"Run away!Close your eyesYou cant see the lightYou cant see my lightYou know you want it..Come on.. come after me..I’m waiting for youIn the middle of the highwayYou know you want it..Im vigil and sta..."
"Just here.. Wondering where im gonna go Is it gonna start again? Or will i open up to a new page? I just know it.. If i open my arms.. Will the knives be thrust deep once more? So.. unsure.. of my ..."
"My black brethren flies through the night Cutting invisible lines in the air with their claws Their eyes glow and fly like shooting stars I belong with them.. But not yet For i need to live.. And acco..."
"Tear drops of Luna fall from the sky..Directly into my outstretched palmsLooking at the pearly marvels filling the night sky..My eyes open, my arms open, my mind opens..All for the truthMy reason for ..."
"Running through the ocean Letting the waves cover me Saturate me in earths blood Bringing me closer to my beginning Glancing back to the material world.. One last look at it.. I jump into the ocean Le..."
"Concrete and Gravel.. Pouring into my face Cutting into my skin Scaring my scarred.. Red.. Pouring.. Mixing with the mechanical waste Becoming one with humanity We call us.. Humanity... What we cre..."
"Bathing in the moonlight I try and bring back memories.. Long past.. From when I could smile truthfully Trying to bring back those feelings once more Hope.. why do I even give it a chance anymore? I ..."
"A black spiral Flying through all of us.. You cant see it You turn away.. AWAY! Leave me alone to fight Leave me behind to fend for myself Leave me behind to end myself.. Why such fear? Cant take t..."
"High pitched ringing off in the distance.. Yet sounding so close.. So clear.. Penetrating.. What is this? Humanities manifestation? Foreshadowing? So unsure of my footing.. Is the ground steady? Wil..."
"So confused.. As to.. where im going Paths in every direction All going towards the horizon So uncertain.. This is all dark Will the path I take lead me To the sunrise? On my face A look of pain Yo..."
"A black spiral Flying through all of us.. You cant see it You turn away.. AWAY! Leave me alone to fight Leave me behind to fend for myself Leave me behind to end myself.. Why such fear? Cant take t..."
"These tears of blood drip down my face Kneeling in the downpour.. The red drifts off in small tendrils Going where it pleases.. Opening my eyes, I feel the pain.. Cut and bruised, all on my inside.. ..."
"Tremble on my own Shivering deep down in the Ice It all covers me.. In such a glassy suit Shining clear armor So cold and numb and gone You cant even see my face It’s faded into the shadows.. Forever ..."
"Crumbling and falling deep... Within my sin My heart sheds tears.. I won’t burden my loved ones Holding the pain inside.. Falling every further Will this black hole ever stop? Will the pain go away.. ..."
"Walking in this circle again Just to confuse myself And pull a curtain over my face Looking up to the stars As if they will whisper to me.. The answers Screaming at the mechanized humanity.. Flying ..."
"One of the fallen Turning into all I hate I’d rather die Than go back I’d rather stay here in torture Than go away One of the fallen Can’t stop.. All this shit in my head Can’t stop.. All the fucking..."
"Can’t just go And get away Can’t clear my mind I’m held in by resent On the molecular.. I’m full of hatred And on the spiritual I’m simply tainted.. Stained and covered By all my own impurities Whic..."
"Tonight I saw you But you were blind to me.. Tonight I held you But it was like I was air And I fell to the ground Imitating something comical.. On the outside But the inside.. Hurt Tonight I felt ..."
"Sitting in this cage once more.. I look around for the keys again But the same solution comes to mind Nothing.. nothing at all All the space in the world But I’m still held in.. And if i try and hid..."
"I’ll miss you with all my heart If you leave me.. In such a short amount of time You gave me reason to live And I can’t stand the fact That I might lose you.. Cause You gave me life And You gave me ho..."
"A bright covering... Surrounding the lunacy That covers my body in light. As I lay under the stars... A soft wind caresses the grass And brushes the groundcover across my arms. How can I feel.. Like ..."
"As I fall from surface to surface I lose a small bit of myself every time But its towards nature.. Back to my beginnings Looking at the ground And how it all comes closer.. How the end of this journe..."
"Jettison me off into space Covered in an icy shield All your empathy runs through me But who says my feelings are real? Flying under and over Going back, then away Returning to the ocean Diving deep ..."
"Shiny silver skies Bleak, yet colored paths Make up my world A white sun Shining through The dark forest And a red moon rises, On the opposite horizon Giving the clouds a morbid visage Black water ..."
"I’ll stand by your side Though it may bring me pain.. I’ll undertake the sharp, Unforgiving emotion... I know it flows through your veins As your soul does.. No matter what you say.. No matter what y..."
"An isolate figure walks, Down an empty road... Cloaked in a thick sheet.. Of elemental energy A blue aura swirls around, In his mind Emanating the cold... Expressing the numb... Snow drifts in and o..."
"I’ll move on from this place With tears in my eyes... It still hasn’t struck me That I can’t call you... It still hasn’t struck me That I can’t hear your voice I still miss you After all this time... ..."
"A mistake from the beginning I try and understand your words.. But the sound is blurred by the screams.. Of my own mind All I see is red... And the pain creeps.. Into once unscathed areas Of my soul...."
"I tear apart... Then put together Running around... Leaving my tears Behind Behind the wall of hate I feel Behind the barrel aimed at me I want to pull.. and fall so endlessly It’s gotten too hard T..."
"I stare at the sky... Ever changing Never the same... Just like my days No matter how I feel Nothing is the same No matter how numb I become... My soul will stand alongside me We are the chosen... T..."
"So pointless No need to go on... So worthless Not like I could if I tried. So tired Can’t even get off the floor. So rip my skin apart And pour my life across the floor See the smile that crosses my f..."